I'll miss you every second of every minute,
of every hour, of every day.
I'll see you in every surface,
hear you in every gust of wind,
feel you(r absence) in every atom of my being.
You will be behind my eyes when I'm awake,
and when I dream, you'll be there.
My arms will ache to hold you.
My ears will yearn for your voice.
My skin will thirst for your fingertips.
I'm terrified of what's to come.
I'm dreading the moments without you.
I'm trying to savor time,
but time is fighting against me.
Every tick of the clock
makes me want to jump out of my skin.
When you touch me,
All I can think is all the nights you won't be able to.
When you hold me,
I fight tears, knowing how far away I'll be.
I don't want to go, but I don't have a choice.
I just wanted you to know that you won't be far from my mind.
I'll be leaving my heart here.
I'll be leaving it with you.

I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE MY LIFE BEHIND!!