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On my next paycheck, I will have worked a whopping 60 hours, give or take. My live-in job as a nanny pays me squat, enough for cigarettes and barely anything else. In October, I will have my license and a car that I'll have to pay insurance on, not to mention the ever-rising cost of gas. I am wearing thinner by the day, losing sleep, and my immune system has crashed and burned.
For the first time in my life, I understand complete and 100% mental, emotional, and physical exhaustion. It's pretty sad when the thing I look forward to most is coming to the apartment and getting as much sleep as I possibly and safely can, what with Jaylee and all...
Justin, as of today, has been moved from 10 hour shifts, five days a week and sometimes 8 hours on Saturdays to 12 hour shifts, seven days a week. Starting next week, I'll have school meaning I can't work mornings at Taco Bell anymore and leaving my mother with Jaylee on the nights that I'm scheduled to work.
Driver's training is the last two days of September and the first of October, costing me $45 dollars.
I don't think I've ever been so drained in my life. And on that note, I'm going to down some Tylenol PM and crash.
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Wow, seems like you've changed a lot since the last time you posted regularly. Sounds like you've grown up a lot, and it's starting to get to you a bit.
It gets better.
I promise.
;)good luck!
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Posted by liarsmatchbox
on 2008-08-28 00:51:30
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