Just kidding, I'll write you anything you want.
(if you pay me enough money)

So I'm feeling better. As much as I wanted it to be a secret, plenty of people know about my baby. And I've really come to accept that it's natural, and I don't think I could have done anything to prevent it. Obviously it wasn't my time to have one, and as difficult as I've been I am so happy I have Tyler here with me. He tries hard to understand and I give him props for his improvement as far as our communication goes...

It's funny how after you lose a baby, everyone else's babies seem that much cuter.

Anyway.  My dad's giving me $100 dollars to take to California (WOOOO!) which will shortly turn into around 60 since I really need to get a carton of cigarettes because I refuse to pay $7/pack in California. REFUSE!!!

Thank you to everyone who wrote me such kind words! Thank you, thank you, thank you! Even if I don't know you, your concern touched me, really.

I can't think of anything else to write, so bye.