I'm dreading today. Kara, for some reason, is angry with me... and I'm not really interested in drama, or bullshit, or having to avoid her. I'm not mad at her at all, but I'm pretty blah at the moment. I am absolutely exhausted, my eyes hurt, and I don't really want to be fighting with anyone. I guess the life lesson here is not to assume. It never hurts to ask. And if you're feeling shorted on a friendship, say something.

I hate this site, basically for this very reason. DRAMA that I don't need. I started this in order to post my feelings, now I find myself avoiding some topics of conversation to appease others or keep the peace. I have never been that way before, and I don't understand what's happened lately. Maybe I'm just tired of losing my friends for no apparent reason at all, or constantly fighting with someone, it's not worth it, and usually the things said are never meant an hour later.

So far, Kara hasn't even showed up to school yet. Hopefully she won't overreact and, like, quit coming to school. That'd be dumb.

Who knows, maybe by the end of the day all of this will have blown over.