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Well we have a half day today, but for some reason I'm still here. Tyler's mom is going to kick his ass when she realizes that he's still here and that he hasn't left. Kara is taking forever with her final so who knows when I'll be able to go home.
I'm really tired for some reason. I went to bed early last night and woke up later than usual so I musn't have slept well.
*shrugs*
I have nothing to do.
My horoscope is this:
"Someone needs you to slow down -- they're feeling a little left behind in your life."
Yesterday Tyler was telling me he feels like he comes in second place to my friends (meaning Kara, because she's the only person I hang out with...ever) and I told him that he was being paranoid. Because really, he is. I hate that he questions my love for him sometimes.
We're drifting apart and for the life of me I can't figure out how to bring him back to me. Or maybe... me back to him. I think something inside of me is just shutting down to anyone and everyone, without realizing it or even meaning to. I'm sick of getting hurt and I'm sick of people being my friend (or boyfriend) when it's convenient. It's definitely not what Tyler does, but I'm always paranoid that he will.
He loves me immensely, I know that.
I just wish I could make us one like we were. We are very definitely two people right now. I don't like that.
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i get that feeling sometimes... like something inside of me shuts down to anyone & everyone without my controlling it... interesting.
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Posted by foxx_flie
on 2008-03-28 13:32:55
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