I'm dreading today. Kara, for some reason, is angry with me... and I'm not really interested in drama, or bullshit, or having to avoid her. I'm not mad at her at all, but I'm pretty blah at the... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-01 08:42:51
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I don't really know how to start this entry. Yesterday was probably one of the worst days I could've possibly had. I lost my baby, yes I was pregnant and yes I knew it and no I didn't tell anyone.... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-02 12:54:20
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Just kidding, I'll write you anything you want. (if you pay me enough money) So I'm feeling better. As much as I wanted it to be a secret, plenty of people know about my baby. And I've... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-05 09:04:08
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I'm annoyed. I couldn't tell you why even if I wanted to. I just realized how late it is, and now I'm annoyed at myself for not being in bed. Goodnight. Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-05 21:50:28
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Ignorant. Kara and Tyler aren't here, and it's almost funny how when Ty isn't here I have more people (males) talking to me. Like Doty, it made me laugh this morning because when I told him... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-06 08:39:00
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Six days. Six days. Six days. The reality of how little time I have before I go is hitting me like a slap in the face. In my head I picture my absence leaving a giant hole in people's... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-06 20:40:42
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Hair! It's so goddamn cute. (The red & blonde... on the right.) Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-07 06:30:44
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prom is coming sooner than I wanted. I have so much I still need to do and I have no idea when I'm going to do it or how... I need: Hair- black hair dye & a trim. Nails-... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-07 08:51:34
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I'll miss you every second of every minute, of every hour, of every day. I'll see you in every surface, hear you in every gust of wind, feel you(r absence) in every atom of my being. You... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-07 21:00:10
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I'm really tired of having drama in my life. I just want to slither into some unseen place, my own private hole in the world. I'm queasy and uneasy and completely drained. My energy supply... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-08 10:37:31
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Good morning/why the fuck am I awake? Hair appointment today at 11:30. Dyed my hair black. I hate it. (Of course, Tyler loves it...) I'm tired, I don't really want to go to school.... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-09 06:34:04
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I just got my hair timmed a little while ago and ughhh! It feels so short. It also feels really soft though :) So, this morning I woke up late and threw my hair into a messy ponytail and... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-09 14:09:27
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Prom was pretty grand, although I didn't win queen (not that I really expected to). One of the goddamn CEYW bitches did (surprise surprise). Chaz Chehowski was there which sucked balls but I pretty... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-10 16:30:10
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Last night was interesting. I got drunk with Kara and Justin... and I gashed my head open, hahah. Justin and I were fuckin around wrestling or whatever and he went to grab me, I thought he was... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-11 11:56:12
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Ugh!! Karas not here!!! My last day at school and she's not even here! I kill her. She probably doesn't know how to get here, ha ha ha. I leave for California tomorrow! I'm almost excited,... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-12 08:48:31
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You don't need me Toss me out like your dirty laundry I've done you wrong and hurt you I've lied to you and deserted you In times when you needed me most I became just another ghost... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-12 21:28:01
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Well, it's 8:09 A.M. and my dad and I are getting ready to leave for my grandma's. After that, it's off to Detroit... and at noon, I leave for California. AHHHHH! Hope that there aren't any... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-13 08:08:49
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has been great. I miss home, that's for damn sure. But whatever, I guess. I can't exactly just buy a plane ticket and fly home, considering I'm broke. It was 105 fucking degrees today,... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-18 01:00:09
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& thought it was interesting to have that perspective of that time in my life again. All I remember after Devan dumped me was being devastated, but then I found this: This was written a... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-21 00:56:02
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I was completely oblivious, You just lived in denial. I had no idea, You just couldn't admit it. In the end, we hold on when it's too fucking late. There's nothing left. Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-27 15:25:37
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My vacation has been nice. Unfortunately I don't have anything really really interesting to write about, so I'll list what I've done/where I've been. *Pismo beach *Laguna beach... Read More
Posted by: culpurnia_winters on 2008-05-28 01:21:55
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