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Well now
My classes suck. Business English. English Composition. Biology. Explorations (Art). English Development. World History. Hmm. Three English classes. I don't understand that, I have more English credits than anything else. Whatever. My Romeo & Juliet brochure will......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-01 08:40:00 | Rating:

| Views: 48 | Comments: 1 | Tags: boredom annoyance english

UGH!!
TWO BROCHURES?!?!?!?!? DAMNIT!! I will say though, I didn't know books could be banned. WEIRD! ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-01 09:35:00 | Rating:

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Blah blah blah
Today was too emotional for me. I guess it's a bad thing to be PMSing when you adress an issue with your boyfriend. Oops. Needless to say, Ty kind of threw me under the bus with his mom today... not cool... but whatever. What can you do? We dealt with our issues, I think. There's honestly no......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-01 22:50:00 | Rating:

| Views: 73 | Comments: 1 | Tags: guilt sleep deprivation hurt

Ya know,
I felt guilty in my dreams. I mean not only does my mom make me feel like I can't do anything right, but then she has to continually call me to remind me of that... These are the days where what her mom did to her comes out. Granted, I love my grandma, but she beat the shit out of them and it......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-02 07:20:00 | Rating:

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Schoolishly schooly schooling
I'm sitting in my Business English class (taught by my computers teacher so I get computers, yaaay) and I'm just not feeling my Vocab packet, mostly because it's retarded. My nails are getting too long. Tyler's so cute doing his work with his professional looking pen and his cursive......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-02 08:50:00 | Rating:

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death by period
So I woke up this morning with shitty shitty cramps and exhaustion to boot which sucks because I went to bed early last night. I'm committing suicide at the moment. So I'm bored. Tyler made a journal on here. YAY! Now I need to find it. I'll update later if something interesting happens. ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-03 08:35:00 | Rating:

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People are mean
I don't know why everything I say is taken in such a literal sense. I guess I should take into consideration that what I type is read by a lot of people who don't know me and can't tell when I'm joking. Either way, if people have nothing positive to say, then they should shut up. My grandma......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-03 14:28:57 | Rating:

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You still speak of day old hate
I finally got a decent amount of sleep last night. I feel great. I'm trying not to think about my stepdad and brother, but it's been really hard. I hate that I'm consumed by the thought of what will happen to him without a father. Having been there, I know how hard it can be. He's so......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-04 08:51:22 | Rating:

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I hate feeling like this
Sometimes I just get depressed without reason or warning. It's like I become inverted. Unapproachable. Suddenly I'm hit by this feeling of being utterly alone in the world. Like I'm empty and sick. I just want to lay on my back and stare off into space. It's so annoying, especially since it's......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-04 16:45:34 | Rating:

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Yay! New books!
I got two new books, Twighlight (by recommendation of liarsmatchbox -- thank you!) and New Moon by Stephanie Meyer. They look good. I'm excited. I've yet to finish The Lovely Bones, which is really an amazing book. Very heartfelt and relatable. It always helps that the plot itself is......Read More