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I have a job at taco bell, woo! My first job evaa!
I broke up with Tyler.
I am trying really, really hard to grow up but still cherish my youth.
I'm widening my horizons on pretty much everything.
I'm learning to express myself with my clothing.
I've given up on writing, seeing how it will get me fucking nowhere.
I've lost 20 pounds in the past two months.
I'm becoming more confident.
I'm trying to get healthy (drinking water, eating less junk food, taking vitamins, etc)
I have a fucking tan, which i actually don't mind.
I have learned to love my body! And dress according to my size.
I smile more.
:)
That's all, darlings.
I hope everyone else is feeling as great as I am.
Dear Tyler:
I'm sorry for hurting you. I never meant to do so.
I know one day you'll find someone who's perfect for you.
Someone who can appreciate and accept you for who you are.
Someone who can give you what you need and commit fully.
I'm sorry that I couldn't be the one for you.
I wanted us to work, and I meant every word I ever said to you.
I do love you, and once more, I'm sorry.
I wish you the best of luck in everything you do in your life.
You have so much potential, and a genuinely good heart.
You're a good man Ty, and I'm blessed to have had you for any period of time in my life.
You are my best friend, my other half, and it's one of the hardest things
I've ever had to do letting go of you, but it has to be done.
I hope you can understand that, and not resent me for it.
I have to do this for me, I have to grow up and experience more things.
I wanted to be everything you needed me to be,
but right now, I just can't be all those things. I'm only 17.
Maybe later in life, when I'm ready, we'll meet again.
I hope that you find someone/something that can make you happy.
I'm always, always, always here for you if and when you should ever need me.
With all the love in my heart... ♥ |
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Posted by culpurnia_winters on 2008-07-03 01:51:10 | Rating: | Views: 47
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Ha,
summer vacation kills blogs.
sounds like you're doing pretty fucking fantastic, Im glad you were sorta up and down for a while there.
Good luck!
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Posted by liarsmatchbox
on 2008-07-04 00:03:37
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Well, congratulations on all of you're accomplishments.
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Posted by Dove
on 2008-07-04 11:10:22
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Well, congratulations on all of you're accomplishments.
And by the bye, I think that what you wrote was very sweet.
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Posted by Dove
on 2008-07-04 11:10:51
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