Hi there. these are original songs i've written. they are from my heart. i'm interested to know wat u'all think of them out there. lemme know plz, have a great day.

I WILT

When you aren’t here with your arms wrapped around me

When you aren’t here with your lips brushing over mine

I wilt like a flower that was once in full bloom

I wilt and all my freshness and beauty fade away

I wilt and my smell and fragrance all vanish

I wilt and all my life and color leave me and

I wilt

When you are walking away, leaving me here

I feel as if my elixir of life is about to disappear

I wilt like the roses when the summer comes

I wilt like the leaves when winter’s here

I wilt even when the rain’s pouring down

I wilt and all my hopes recede and

I wilt.

PIECE OF TRASH

I wish I were just a thing

So I would get thrown away

Just like the piece of trash

That I feel I really am

Remembering so many things

Regretting so much in my past

So many mistakes I’ve made

And now you’re all I have

You’re the one who holds me close

Through my fits of crying

Only you make me want to live

You make me keep on trying

You’re the only one I ever want

Without you I feel like dying

You’re my reason for smiling

You’re my reason for fighting

There isn’t anyone I’ve never hurt

Who I hold close to my heart

Even my own dear mother

Says I’ve broken her heart

I think back to all she’s done

For me since the day came

For me to be born

And ruin everything

Even you I know I’ve hurt

I wish I could undo it

For it I’ll go on hating

Myself till the day I die

I wish I was never born

So I could not hurt

Without you to guide me

I keep dreaming of dying

Some would say my faith is weak

I ask would they be different

If all the hope they ever had

Was taken away in a day

As the life in their life

Was put on hold for lying?

And in that day they lost

What was everything to them?

I don’t mean to go on like this

For us I’ll keep on vying

I wish I were just a thing

So I would get thrown away

Just like the piece of trash

That I feel I really am

MESSAGES TO GOD

Why is this world

So full of morons

And jerks and

Politicians and liars

Instead of good

People who care

And respect and

Have honest desires?

Why is war everywhere?

Nuclear warheads, WMDs

Gold prices rising

A bonus for oil companies

Power climbs, freedom declines

Poverty on the rise

Hear all the widows

And the poor orphan’s cries

Ominous rumors spread

So may innocents dead

Tiny pieces of land

Where rebels stand

Massacres continue

To the grief in you

I wonder if this is

All the world will be?

This guilt building

Up in me tells me

I’m not the only

One who can see

Hearing the rifle shots

Picturing the refugees

Messages to God send

Please bring this to an end

“BECAUSE OF YOU"

From the depth of my heart

I wanna tell you

My heart and soul

Body and mind are

All for you

Forever, through

All of time

In the good

And in the bad

I am for you

Even when I'm thinking

About jumping

Off a bridge

Or walking into a

Gang-filled neighborhood

And getting shot-up

On the block

I wonder and I stop

[Because of you

I go on living my life

Because of you

Because you are here

Standing at my side

Giving me love

I go on with my life

I keep on fighting

Keep on striving

Because of you] R1

You are my strength

You are my heart

You are my soul

Even when i fall apart

And when this is through

When nothing is left

I'll still have this

Love from you

And I still go on

WHAT LOVE IS ALL ABOUT

When we started out

We were so happy

Hugs and kisses

So many sighs

We were together

All the time

But how time flies

So many changes now

And all I know is

I loved him then

And I love him now

Only I don’t know

What love is all about

So I asked him

What love is

He said love is strength

Love is life

Without it

You can breathe

But you can’t be alive

Love is when

You can only see

Through closed eyes

And when you open

Them, all you will see

Is the one you love

And that one

Should be me

Now, when times

Have changed so much

And we’re so far apart

Fighting for our love

Coz we hurt in our hearts

Every second that goes by

And I know

You loved me then

And I know

You love me now

But I still can’t figure out

What love is all about

Coz he said

Love is strength

Love is life

It’s something without

Which nobody can be alive

He said love is

Pain, and love

Is caring

Love is fear

Love is sharing

And you can

Only see when

You close your eyes

And when you open

Them, you’ll finally

Be truly alive

And he says

I don’t understand

What he wants

Is in my hands

And he asks

Me to know

Who he is

Coz I still don’t know

And I try

Don’t know why

But I just can’t

Get this right

Maybe it’s love too

Something more

I have to get through

To find out

What love is all about

So I’m still learning

My love is my life

It’s all I want

To keep in my mind

I guess I’ll never

Know all of it

Just trying to find out

What love is all about

WONDER WHY

Walking down the street

Crying in the rain

Wondering why the hell

I’m not insane

Walking down this path

Wondering why

{I never get anything right

No matter how hard I try

Messing up my life

Messing up his too

Being messed up inside

Coz I can’t be with you

Raindrops falling

On my face

As the winds roar by

Leaving met to wonder why

I can’t just break away

I can’t just find a way

I can’t just spread my wings

And fly, like these winds

Why do I have to

Be stuck as you do?

I don’t want to hurt you

Coz I love you}C1

I’m drenched to the core

In rain, and with your

Memories to help me, your

Love to guide me through

I still don’t understand

Why I can’t be with you

I don’t know what I’ve done

To deserve this horrid turn

It’s the worst time

In my whole life

I feel so scared

So very unsatisfied

And as this time

Passes my by

These tears stream

Down my face

Both my heart and eyes cry

And I wonder why