Throughout the years I truly had believed that I had overcome my past.  That the pain of my childhood no longer had control over me and the wounds had long been healed.  I look... Read More
Posted by: craw16 on 2008-05-01 21:30:38
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My birth in itself was a mistake.  Yes I know God knew me before conception, I know everyone has a purpose but still I feel it was a mistake.  How could a loving and merciful God grant... Read More
Posted by: craw16 on 2008-05-01 21:57:33
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When they got divorced she signed over full custody for a bedroom set.  When her boyfriend and her would fight we'd get a beating.  One day my sister and I were taking a shower... Read More
Posted by: craw16 on 2008-05-01 22:15:39
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The one they call my step-dad.  Funny I feel very guilty because for a while I actually loved this man more than my father.  How sick is that?  When they got divorced at first I... Read More
Posted by: craw16 on 2008-05-02 20:08:40
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The Air Force was threatening to force my father to retire for being so overweight. He was struggling with so many issues.  He could not even manage to leave his room except to work let... Read More
Posted by: craw16 on 2008-05-02 20:34:06
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Ok so here they come.....Air Force forced my father to retire and he had no where to go so he packed up my sisters and moved to Ohio. I was so excited.  Finally some company under the... Read More
Posted by: craw16 on 2008-05-02 22:08:51
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The summer I was 15 I went to visit my older sister.  My younger sister was 11.  We stayed that summer at my mom's.  One and only summer.  It was a good summer so I... Read More
Posted by: craw16 on 2008-05-02 22:23:03
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So I packed up my clothes and moved in with my uncle and aunt.  My favorite uncle and aunt.  They used to let us stay on the weekends.  They had a pool, no kids, a dog,... Read More
Posted by: craw16 on 2008-05-02 22:48:48
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So I went to school wondering what to do.  I decided at lunch time I'd go to my boyfriend's mom and beg her please don't make us break up.  She had already had enough of my crazy... Read More
Posted by: craw16 on 2008-05-31 21:38:56
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