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we don't always get answers Explicit Content
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Dear Diary,
A while ago I mentioned this guy on facebook with the same name as someone I worked with last year and who had the same graduation date down & at the same uni as the guy I worked with.
It was S - I hadn't had a chance to say goodbye or anything when he went...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-23 01:44:07
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no closure
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my inconsequential little day Explicit Content
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Dear Diary,
Hmmm... a few things to write about.
I kept getting these phone calls today... knew who they were from so didn't answer. They were from the other half's mother - guess I ca
n call her mother out of law (like mother in law) - no marriage, no law......
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crashing_down on 2008-07-23 00:47:26
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opinionatedness
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quiet and focused Explicit Content
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Dear diary,
I feel like I am in one long daze since Friday night. I have been very... quiet. I have generally been under a blanket of calm and carefulness and I feel even less inclined to talk
over these past few days.
My injuries are going just fine -...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-21 22:36:02
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just another day
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end of weekend - dazed out and headaches Explicit Content
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Dear Diary,
Its the end of the weekend and its like I haven't even been present - feel like I've been in a daze for two days. The whole thing with my crash on Friday night really knocked me around.&n
bsp; That said I woke up with a hell of a headache this morning. Got...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-20 09:22:41
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headache
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in the light of the new day
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dear diary,
feeling a bit better this morning - emotions are not so raw. i feel more certain of what i should do. i should ask to ride with 30+ cruiser and if i am refused i should ride at other clubs where i can ride age. i also need to regularly train...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-18 22:08:17
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reflections
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had a spill Explicit Content
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Dear diary,
tonight i'm writing with 1 hand and can't be bothered with caps. had a spill at bmx racing and hurt my thumb and wrist on my left hand. feel like an idiot - several reasons. i was over-pushi
ng myself... i was too unfit to try to ride how i was trying... and i let...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-18 11:01:29
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racing
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intellectual laziness, no motivation, waiting on i Explicit Content
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Dear Diary,
I just got up and my eyes still feel heavy. My neck and shoulders are stiff and aching. I think I slept for about 11 hours. I didn't mean to. I set my alarm for 8 hours
and then reset it for half an hour later when it went off. I guess I...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-16 21:23:00
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thinking in words
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bike repairs and maintenance people Explicit Content
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Dear Diary,
I've still been procrastinating with my bike. When I finish up here I'm gonna go finish assembling it. Looks like there was a lot of rain overnight and the day is really overcast wi
th that harsh, sharp white light. There's a good chance practice will...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-15 20:27:00
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bike procrastination tenant rights maintenance
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the trouble with words Explicit Content
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Dear Diary,
One of the major tasks for today is working on coming up with a business name. Easier said than done. Its like writing on your to do list "get inspired". Who knows w
hat the correct set of circumstances are to make that happen?
I guess...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-15 01:48:31
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naming names
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bike repair, helplessness, being like KC Explicit Content
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Dear Diary,
I'm sitting here watching dumb cop shows. This stuff is so gorey... dunno how they dream it up... or why they'd want to. I hate gore.... guess I kinda like the problem solving/myste
ry element of these shows - hence why I choose them over the other shows...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-14 08:28:45
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not much really
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bike maintenace weekend
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Dear Diary,
Its 11pm - about as close to the end of the weekend as you can get. I had a go at servicing the bottom bracket on my bike today and.... my bike is still in pieces. I started by screwing up my chain - thought I'd try cleaning it with a household citrus...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-13 09:34:18
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bike stuff weekend
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pain, work and business intentions
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Dear Diary,
Today I guess I'm just gonna talk about mundane things. When I woke up this morning my neck was so sore - the pressure from the pillow hurt. I was so tired but I couldn't go back to sleep. I dragged myself out of bed - the cold hit me... damn! I...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-10 21:17:51
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mundane stuff
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soft voice & big stick brutal
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Dear Diary,
I'm spaced out. Come to think of it not such a bad thing to be - at least it means not being plagued by thoughts.
I was looking on you tube for the "future parents" track by Henry Rollins to paste into an email I was sending a friend. Couldn't...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-10 01:37:35
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rollins inspections strength
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one more day
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Dear Diary,
Its late, I'm tired and I don't really think I have anything to say - just checking in anyway.... hopefully this will help me wind down... tired or not, I know its not going to be easy to drop off to sleep tonight - can just tell.
Well... today was...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-08 11:14:17
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amazon and cleaning
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second chance Explicit Content
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Dear Diary,
I guess by posting today I AM mostly procrastinating. Things to do - yucky things to do... and its so hard to drive myself to do them... for various reasons. Right now my back is ac
hing and I have a heat pack pressed between it and the back of the...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-06 22:49:59
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cleaning house and mind
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broken and filthy
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Dear Diary,
I need to keep my mind busy tonight because I'm not doing real well. We went to a gathering of family on my mother's side to catch up with my cousin who has been overseas for the last few years and is back for a short visit. I always feel like such a...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-05 09:36:51
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braindead
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dark inside Explicit Content
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Dear Diary,
Definately not gonna write heaps tonight... there's just one thing on my mind... I'm feeling... baffled.
Before S took leave from work to go to uni for the rest of the yea
r he sent L and I an email - told us how his short contract job was going...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-03 10:07:23
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tonight
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short term plans Explicit Content
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Dear Diary,
I think I slipped back off the rails a bit again yesterday. I had a list of so many things to do and barely did any of them. There's no obvious order right now. I went to bed
after 1 this morning so I got up late and I'm pretty much back to my old...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-02 22:15:31
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blah blah blah
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the day in review
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Dear Diary,
I've just been finishing up for the night - sort've got some things prepared for tomorrow. I have to say my focus today has been very good compared to... pretty much any day in the last three months. It feels like I'm "getting back on the bike"...
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crashing_down on 2008-07-01 10:06:18
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i'm tired
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just another day Explicit Content
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Dear Diary,
Well... where do I start? Hmmm... D emailed me on Saturday - a very minimal email. I emailed him back and tried to keep my email minimal like his... maybe that's what he was after b
ecause he emailed again on Sunday and sent me some pics from the skatepark...
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Posted by:
crashing_down on 2008-06-29 20:23:45
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nothing really
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