You know, I'm in the midst of some very unfulfilling relationships.

I'm not sure if they bear dwelling on anymore.

Well, actually, one does fill me with a feeling of delightfully wistful longing.  And gives me something to look forward to in the future.  But nothing to touch.

Another gives me something tangible but nothing else.

So where do I involve myself?

I'll look to the future.

I had a scary thought this morning: So I've been out of cross country for a few days due to a lower back injury or something, right (it could be one of many things, each more complicated and debilitating than the next)?  So I wondered...what if there is no injury?  What if it's all in my head?  An illusion I've accidentally taken too far?   At least this way, the cure is easy.

If not, I better go see someone about my I-T band.