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The enigma returns!
So I've got this good friend, right? I figured he and I had fallen out of touch FOR REAL THIS TIME, but like always, he just comes dashing back onto my scene when I least expect it. Aaaand here he is, now with greater glory and splendor. He told me I'm getting more dangerous......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-03 19:58:00 | Rating:

| Views: 90 | Comments: 0 | Tags: materialism flattery ambition joy men

So what now?
Ugh...I took an accidental nap today around seven PM. Ouch. I tripped and fell really hard in Cross Country today. It actually kind of hurt...a lot. My legs were covered in blood...one of the coaches' kids wandered over (he's very young) and was curious as to what happened. I told......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-10 19:11:27 | Rating:

| Views: 73 | Comments: 0 | Tags: fulfillment music discontentment justification longing

Let's not.
Let's not be hung up anymore. Let's focus on what we have. Let's focus on the wonderfulness that we've found in the most unexpected place. Let's not worry about the future. Let's not dwell on what we don't have. ...Let's forget that our friends......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-14 20:15:47 | Rating:

| Views: 92 | Comments: 0 | Tags: worries longing feeling ostracized America leadership

Taking it way too fucking far.
Misogyny is not funny. It is not cool. It does not make you entertaining. You know what it makes you? An asshole. And that's it. If you're so fucking insecure with your masculinity that you have to downplay the rights and existence of......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-16 19:19:45 | Rating:

| Views: 71 | Comments: 0 | Tags: anger anger anger alienation sadness

Cracking under pressure.
I can't do it. I cannot. I cannot. I cannot. I absolutely lost it in sectionals yesterday. Everything finally culminated. I reached my breaking point. I had a complete and total emotional meltdown in front of, I believe, eleven of my......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-25 18:26:55 | Rating:

| Views: 98 | Comments: 2 | Tags: stress catharsis helplessness distress gratefulness

Talking about people.
1. I think I love you. Dear god...I think I really do love you! Aren't I crazy? Aren't you crazy? Are we both on drugs? Are we insane? But you are an incredibly special person and one sexy badass. I fear disappointing you. I fear anything and......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-31 20:35:55 | Rating:

| Views: 102 | Comments: 3 | Tags: people boys girls love hate excitement

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