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 why i do these things
i wear make-up to cover up the bruses
i put a smile on to hide my deppresion
i dress in bright colors so people dont see the real me
i surronde myself with people who have it worst then me so i dont feel as bad
i wear bracelets to hide the marks i created
i refuse to make eye contact in fear someone will understand meĀ 
i hide my tears cause i see it as a weakness
i date the jack asses cause i dont think i deserve anything better
i cry at night knowing that i can do better
i dont get close to anyone in fear they will hurt me
i dont tell anyone my secrets because im afraid of being betrayed
i do drugs so i can forget what ive done
i drink until i cant stand because i hate who ive become
i dont have any mirors cause i hate what i look like
i run from the people who care for me cause im afraid that they wil hurt me
i am this way because i believed someone and everything they said was lies...
    Posted by confusedblondie on 2008-04-01 12:10:00 | Rating: | Views: 65
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wow...that's really powerful
Posted by  Mamacita925  on 2008-04-01 12:54:48 
  
That is powerful. I understand it is hard, but try not to allow someone who hurt you to continue to have power over your life. Make your life what you want it to be today if only for an hour, if only for a minute. You have to start somewhere. I wish you the best.
Posted by  HungryHeart  on 2008-04-02 21:20:36 
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