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I'm so confused. I split with my fella i been with for 3 months, and have been seein someone else, my fella was treatin me like shit and thats why i left and ran into the arms of someone else who treats me like a princess and thinks of me as a godess.
Problem is my x doesnt no about us because if he did he'd kill the pair of us, and everytime i speak 2 my x as he keeps callin and i keep answerin cus i feel guilty i get really really upset, and then i start questioning myself wondering if i was doin the right thing. He says he's gonna change, and he's already started to change. But its killin me cus i no the sensible thing is to stay with the new man, but i miss my ex. i feel so torn. i'm gonna upset someone iether way.
I need to make a decision soon aswell because the new guy told me last night that he thinks he's falling in love with me, i'm fallin for him so much but i feel so bad for feeling like that. My head is so mashed at the moment i'm walking round in a permenant daze. i just wanna fuck off and run away from it all but I cant. I cant decide iether!
what the hell am I going to do?
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