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When will I achieve peace of mind?
As I side note, I'm convinced that nobody cares about reading your blog posts, unless you have something sex-related in your title. Oh well. This way I can swear as much as my heart desires, and don't have to worry about you prudish fucks complaining about the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-09 13:04:39 | Rating:

| Views: 39 | Comments: 3 | Tags: depression people friends apartments roommates happiness suicide misery rent moving hatred consideration peace drinking girlfriend parents

What are social skills?
I've always been awkward in social situations. As much as I bitch about hating people in general, I do consider myself to be kind of a people person. I appreciate my quiet/alone time, but I probably would go nuts if I gave up human interaction for a month or so. The......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-02 12:03:17 | Rating:

| Views: 25 | Comments: 0 | Tags: conversation social skills articulation intelligence nervousness celebrities sports topics politics TV men interests co-workers salaries

Taking the next step
I feel sort of like I'm at the crossroads, in my current relationship. As of now, my girlfriend and I have gone out for almost a year and 2 months. She has kind of a...weird living situation. As of matter of fact, I'm sure when I describe it, you'll all think I'm nuts for......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-28 16:40:54 | Rating:

| Views: 22 | Comments: 0 | Tags: dating commitment rent roommates mother ex-husband separation divorce relationships children marriage apartments addiction age love

How much longer can I take this?
The funny thing about my relationship with my girlfriend is in a way things are so drama-free between the two of us. It almost makes me want to laugh at all those poor saps, who are in relationships where arguments run rampant. I mean, I've known couples who have done......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-05 17:03:06 | Rating:

| Views: 24 | Comments: 1 | Tags: relationships kids stress drama conflict overweight arguments noise disruption silence energy love anger humor confrontation family

Exorcising my demons
As I've expressed in my last few entries, I've been feeling heavily depressed lately. The problem is I don't know exactly why. Last night, I was in my apartment alone, and literally laid in my bed in the dark for about 30 minutes. I wanted to go to sleep. I was......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-01 15:38:06 | Rating:

| Views: 23 | Comments: 0 | Tags: drinking Happy Hour depression relationships bartenders temptation hangover inhibitions stress kids attractiveness

Battling sex addiction
Now, I'd like to preface that this entry is for mature readers only. I don't mean "mature" simply in terms of age, but in mentality as well. The last thing I need is some fucker leaving comments about how pathetic I am. Hell, last time I checked, part of the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-25 12:35:37 | Rating:

| Views: 61 | Comments: 4 | Tags: sex addiction depression pathetic pornography strippers virginity prostitute overweight lap dances attraction S.A.A. repressed cybersex

Why are friends such s---bags?
To be completely blunt (as if I’m ever not), I’m in the type of mood where I feel like packing all my shit and finding a place somewhere in the mountains. You know, where I can abandon humanity AS A WHOLE! Why? Because people fucking suck! They’re fucking unreliable sons of......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-10 11:56:55 | Rating:

| Views: 21 | Comments: 1 | Tags: friends rent apartments bills people hate depression anger money landlord independence red flags immaturity guilt reliability stress

How do parents get through the day?
That's the exact question I ponder a lot of the times when I see my girlfriend with her kids. For those who haven't read my previous entries, I'm going out with a 36-year-old woman with two twin 4-year-old sons and a 9-year-old daughter. Am I saying her kids are spawns of......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-08 16:49:22 | Rating:

| Views: 32 | Comments: 1 | Tags: kids parents anger girlfriend divorce aggravation adults emotions brats fun energy stress tantrums

How does one find TRUE happiness?
Because I sure as hell don’t know how. And don’t tell me about a Mexican whorehouse that you visited last weekend. OK, that might make me happy for about an hour, but not for the rest of my life. I guess you would say that I’m suffering through moderate depression right......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-25 10:57:33 | Rating:

| Views: 26 | Comments: 2 | Tags: life happiness depression burden responsibilities adulthood money sanity motivation health

Ugly Duckling Syndrome
Here I am…about to approach the 1-year mark with my girlfriend. Am I happy? Yes. Am I in love? Yes. Am I head over heels in love? Well…the jury is still out. I mean, I’m not ready to skip in a field full of lilies. ‘Cause, ya know, that’s what we guys do when......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-21 13:46:10 | Rating:

| Views: 156 | Comments: 1 | Tags: girlfriend relationships ugly duckling overweight self-confidence geek weight loss validation sexy attractive self-deprecation emotional outbursts shallowness easygoing personality jeal

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