Woe!! so far way too challenging on the celibancy road... I have learned somethings though... Well i have done my reading on opposing viewpoints on abstinence and I must say i had no idea so many people in the world are so against it. People really believe that condoms are the ultimate protection against STDs and pregnancy... although i have about a study done showing 10% of name branded condoms leakind the AIDs virus... WOW! How scarey is that??? I had became sexually active at and young age and i have always used condoms... To those who are presently active, what if your condom was part of that 10%.... even though i know most are saying, "well that why i stay getting tested." But is it still worth the risk? what if you get tested and you come out positive? then what will you be so proud of yourself then?...

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My purpose for celibancy came from a personal and spiritual desicion... Not because i lost faith in the so-called trusted condoms. I had no idea that i would learn so much on this... I find funny that around the time of this commitment, I have to write a paper on abstinence for my english class... My paper is thursday, therefore I will post the paper here online for you all to read... I learned some pretty good stuff.. It will include what negatives are being said on abstinence as well as the postive and why you should commit to it...

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Well thats all for now I will eventaully begin posting up my poems as well... So lOOk out for them soon!!!


GOD BLESS!