37912 Blog Feed: classic_disaster 2008-06-17 07:06:06 classic_disaster Your e-mail address 85946 2008-04-12 15:30:22 hello. i am with madison. we are having fuuuun. she broke my fone.
but then it started working. it was magical like unicorns =D u should email her.
unicornsaremagical@gmail.com!

anyways.....i want a grape popsicle. ]]> 75244 2008-03-14 17:31:39 ok so my best friend ever ever ever [ sry sb01 its not u. ur 2nd] sent me
a message on myspace the other day...... and it said " some one is posting
pictures about ur bulletin on crazypicsonline.com" and i replied back and i
was like " dude wht the hell r u tlking about??!" and apparently wen i replied
sum1 phished my myspace! [ for all u who dont know wht that means...it means
that they found out my email and password] so i cant ask her why the hell she sent
me that because she is in virginia [ i cant wait til she moves back] and her fone is
all stupid! but yea. i had to change my password and all that dumb stuff =/

im bored!!!!!!! entertain me =D

]]> 74022 2008-03-11 13:23:42  yesterday i was checking the time on my phone cuz i couldnt see the clock.
and some stupid old hag took my phone away =[   then my mom got all mad 
and derek aka skittles wont reply to my message =[  and yea.... 75  note cards? yea right. i dont
hav any!
grrrr! =[

im bored =/ ]]> 70851 2008-03-03 17:50:39 i am awesome =D
not suree why. but today i feel luved.
so im obviously pretty awesome to be
loved by so many ppl =]  hehe. im jk.
im not that awesome =/
stupid head. it hurts... dumb headaches.
i have a song stuck in my head, but i guess
its better than a knife =D
its called Liar In the Glass by Eyes Set to Kill =]
suuuch a goooood song =] ]]> 70848 2008-03-03 17:46:47 piece of crap computer! it keeps bein all slow and stuff.
grr. i hav a headache. and im quite bored. entertain me!
=D ]]> 68870 2008-02-27 11:33:05 im so bored i think i might die.  hmmm. im ganna try to think of something to talk about....

yesterday i had section rehearsal fer band [ just the trumpets] and we were done in like 10 minutes. [yes i play trumpet, suprising right?]  so i sat at school and called ppl and laughed with Jenny about Celeste and her ugly fone =] haha. it was fun.

umm... i have another song stuck in my head, but its a different song its call Daggers Speak Louder Than Words by Alesana. goood song =]


again, im supposed to be doing research...i havent filled out a single note card yet and i think we're supposed to hav like 50 er sumthin like that. oh well. i hate english, its dumb. like if we have freedom of speech shouldnt that include HOW we tlk? like if its all free and stuff then i can say " i gots to goes potty" and it should b okay because we have freedom of speech. haha =D

hm. omg last night my dog ate soooo much. he was all fat and bloated and he tried to roll over and he couldnt, it was so funny. 

k, i cant think of anything else to tlk bout except fer how scary my english teacher is....she's psycho. her hair and her laugh annoy me...and she's all short and plump. lmao. 

k bye =] ]]> 68093 2008-02-25 11:27:08  i dont know why we have to learn about all this stupid crap in school. i mean, does any1 actually care what an atom is or what animal kingdom a snail is in or how to multiply 4923875690348275 x 4985775.245873 ? cuz i know i dont. the only good thing about school is seeing my friends. and connections ( p.e, art music all that junk. )  im sitting in english and im so bored and i have a song stuck in my head =/

i left my phone charger at a friends house after her giant sleep over and now i dont have enough battery to get on AIM from my fone cuz i didnt get to charge it last night. my hair looks bad today, not that it really matters...im not tryin to impress any1.... or am i?? haha. oh and btw rashad.... i am not "trying to be emo" i put hotpink in my hair because i wanted to, i dress the way i dress...because i want to and i listen to the kind of music i listen to because i want to, its just the style i like and if you dont the way i am you can go butt rape ur bff scott =]  oh and i mean no offense to any1 who's gay er anything like that. rashad just makes me mad so pleasse dont take that the wrong way. cuz im no homophobe. i actually hav a lot of gay and bi friends...but anywayz....

okay im done...i think. im not suure if i left anything out.

oh yea.
simple beauty01 ( i've been asked b y a certain sum1 to quite mentioning names) ur sleep ovr was soooo fun, but as soon as i got home i took a nap. haha.


]]> 67171 2008-02-22 11:36:39  my digital camera is bein stupid =[  now i cant take pics of my new hair  [ i got a cut and hotpink tips ]  to put on here =[  now im sad
[ not really] but yea, i hate my camera =] ]]> 67170 2008-02-22 11:33:25  these are just a few
random poems that i wrote awhile ago when i was dying of boredom in social studies one day. i only like one of them but w/e. oh and just because of what the 2nd one says, dont think im like suicidal cuz im not. my it just came to my mind when i was listening to Dressed for Friend Requests by Drop Dead, Gorgeous. and the last one was for something in english class, the teacher gave us the first two words of each line and we had to fill in the rest.

Loveless

My heart aches for you.
It fills with sorrow and anger when i see you with her.
im dying inside. 
Your soft sweet echoes in my head.
i lust to see your smile.
She knows im suffering, it's in my eyes.
when you told me you loved her i broke down and cried.
but it shouldnt matter, i doubt you feel the same.
so go ahead, love her, and dont be ashamed.
go ahead and leave me.... loveless.

Bang

Tears pour from my eyes as i realize what i've become.
I raise the barrel to my head.
Words not yet spoken run through my mind.
" We always knew she'd go out with a bang."
Love is a disease. and this trigger, my antidote.

I am

I am a girl who's unique.
I wonder what our purpose is.
I hear the serenity of darkness.
I see the beauty of the night sky.
I want peace.
I am a girl who's unique. 

I pretend that everything is fine.
I feel my heart beating faster.
i though my surroundings to know if this moment is real.
I worry it isnt.
I cry for those who cant feel love.
I am a girl who's unique.

I understand that you've been hurt.
I say it will be okay.
I dream of a world where nothing goes wrong.
I try to make that world a reality.
I hope it one day will be.
I am a girl who's unique.


okay, im done =]

]]> 66329 2008-02-20 11:19:35  so Brittany [ annoying girl who hates me at our school] was acting like she's the queen of the fucking world [ excuse my language.haha. she just really pisses me off ] she got in a fight with me over the weekend. she said she was going to make my life miserable. haha suuuure. now she's telling every1 how she's seeking "revenge" on me. wow, how mature of  her. so then i told her ex bf [ my best friend that's a guy] and he was like "im ganna have a talk with her" and if he says anything to her, i'll be.. not happy. she's is like the biggest idiot ever. i mean, wht the hell does she think she's ganna do to me? i could soooo kick her ass =] ]]> 64150 2008-02-15 11:29:06  stupid people. not like academically stupid [ did i spell that right?? haha ] i mean like stupid ppl who make dumb choices and yea. they really annoy me... and i hate it when people think that they're like alll that when really no one likes them =/ ]]> 63188 2008-02-13 11:31:35
peace ho =]  ]]>