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this week has been really busy almost crazy tiring i havent really felt myself either..or maybe i've been completely me........
It was my birthday err yesterday Weds the 7th...the days before i was cake making or at college feeling rather sluggish like i wasnt even connected to the world....even on my actual birthday i was barely awake...i still don't know how i managed to make it through college all the day i felt like i was gonna fall asleep or maybe collapse in a heap on the floor people walking over me not checking to see whether i was alive or not...........people can be so rude!
But i made it somehow extremely tired and annoyed when i got home as my father was bugging me as he always does its like AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH HOW ARE WE RELATED!!! it doesnt make any sense i hope i am nothing like him, i wouldnt want anyone else to be anything like him he's like stangle weeds choking the life out of me..sometimes i wonder why i even bother..but something spurs me on and makes me say noo Chucky you've got to keep going not long now till you can move out....you'll find a job make the money and then you'll be gone without a second thought.
Today was odd i was more awake than yesterday but the mornings had been exactly the same getting up an such i dont know what changed...maybe because i went to bed angry tuesday night so wednesday wasnt set to be good..then again my birthday never is somehow in some shape or form the day always ALWAYS gets ruined its like why....what have i done, why does it always have to end badly.?????? Anyways the morning was jokes i met up with Rosie-after waiting ages for her- and he friend Dipesh who waas sooooo jokes the walk to college was hilliarious. Acutaul college was meh, people were complaining for no reason..they took all the easy jobs then complained about having to do them..twas like pfffffffttttt why take them then if you didn't really want to do it..you thought it would be easy now your paying the price HAHAHAAHAHAHAA. Even on the simple jobs people mess up its like how its just not logical..it seems boiling water is a hard task for some of them.
I was supposed to stay for evening but didnt have too as it was a set dessert..so we just had to set out the plates and sauces, making sure we had the petis fours done as well........i tried to upload pictures but it wouldnt let me...it said there was an error...i was not amused!!!!!
Life has been so bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee features this week...maybe its the change in the weather....or me.....nah deffo the weather lol!
Boiling water
Chucky xx
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Posted by chucky7100 on 2009-10-08 17:37:54 | Rating: | Views: 9
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