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Life.
No one really understands it.
Whenever I am truly troubled with something, thats often what I begin thinking. While things may not be how I want them to be, I'm not the only one having problems. I also do not have the worst problems in this world...for sure.
But, trivial as they may be, I do have concerns...problems...issues in my life.
I think nearly everyone my age is dealing with love, or the lack thereof. I'm at the age where the people around me are all settling down, marrying and having children. Someone I dated just got married. Talk about a shock to the system. Things like this really make me realize how old I am. [I know I'm not OLD, but I'm growing up even if I don't feel like it]
I truly believe I have never been IN LOVE. I think I have loved people, but not been in love with them. One person in particular has brought me to believe this. Its a friendship kind of love with a hint of love on the next level. While I am so happy for him to be married and happy, there is a tiny bit of me that wishes it weren't so. Wishes I would have taken that chance...wishes it was me and not her. Perhaps its just normal. Maybe its just too late and I missed out. Or maybe, and most likely, it wasn't meant to be.
For now, I'll sleep on it. Peace out.
Currently Listening to: Into the Ocean by Blue October
Quote: ....nothing sticking out today.
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Posted by chromebubbles on 2008-07-06 23:46:36 | Rating: | Views: 38
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