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I Still Here
I know its been a while since i posted but i have alot going on and i just wanted to let u guys know that i still here and thinking about thoughts. i happy with were i am right now witch is great the feeling i have not had in years and lots people notice the differance and i wanted everyone to......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-22 10:17:55 | Rating:

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I know it seems harsh
i know it seems harsh to say this but im happy im out of that relationship im happy that im living on my own. While it may hurt certain other people to read this i think i should say it any way. im happy for the first time in a long time.....im happy that i have my indepandace. I hate the......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-28 15:49:39 | Rating:

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WHY?
So tryed of hurting and i find my self asking WHY? alot now..... Im so much in pain i try to hide it but no longer can i tryed so hard to do alot of things that just dont seem right im hopes dreams and my wants have been crushed i just am not who i was and not who i really am an more im......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-25 03:15:08 | Rating:

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Reaslising
There are so many things i have come to find these days that appear to me as no longer matter. I have been trying forso long and i think i am starting to realise that maybe, just maybe that is not ment to be so. I step back and look at my life and i have never really been happy. Sure there......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-14 00:24:29 | Rating:

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I Give Up.... Explicit Content
Why do i even bother any more.Maybe i'm just delaying the hole thing.... I tryed to do things for you i still do and you hate me for it. Just like you hate me for asking for he...Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-08 21:04:01 | Rating:

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A poem for though i guess
Hurting Inside Can not handle this Im trying so hard Im waiting for you But my heart is to scared I can’t handle being One of your two I can’t handle seeing This endless game between you two I try so hard to wait I try so hard to hold But the truth is This is starting......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-08 20:56:00 | Rating:

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Random thoughts
hey all hate the feeeling that the world is going to fall apart around me it seems to embrace me everyday more and more. my man i love but he love two confusing for me i think you too hay. the world is full of everything that i......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-26 03:47:54 | Rating:

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Disappointment
The first time someone ever does something that disappoints you hurt and sadness scream through your body.... Why is this its human nature yet here we are like its a suprise... Why do i even try to understand it... Here a poem i wrote about the disappoinment im feeling right now about a......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-10 21:38:46 | Rating:

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Poems A Way Or Expression
Words can hurt I have these feeling of resentment I have these thoughts of envy I have hesitation for the first time I know where it comes from I know why they are there You promised not to hurt me You promised you would be there You say that you love me You say I can be......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-10 00:22:22 | Rating:

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Feeling Guilty
Have you ever felt so preasured that you feel you are to blame? Feeling guilty Strength is not something I have Not for my self I don’t understand why How could I ever There is nothing that heals There is no one to care Can I really brake this cycle? Can......Read More