We went in today to be interviewed by the detectives today.  They took Mikey in first and he came out crying.  Then I had to go in.  While Mikey was in there I sat with boys and Mikey sat with them when it was my turn.  Anthony, the poor little baby, just screamed and screamed while I was in there.  I think he could feel the tension in his daddy.   Caleb and Aiden misunderstood and thought that we were going to see Grandpa.  When I had to tell them that we were there to talk to the nice police men, (I don't want them to think bad things about our wonderful men in blue, well black here but you know what I mean), Caleb started to cry.  He is worried about his grandpa. 
I told Mikey that when we hit tough times in the future that we will always be able to look back to these dark times that we are going through right now and be able to that we have made it through rougher times.  He is so worried that I am going to leave him over this.  I wish he wouldn't think like that.  I love him no matter what his dad did.  It's not like my family is a group of upstanding, law-abiding, god fearing citizens of the community either.  The difference is that I have had lots of time and therapy to work through my family issues. 
We are all walking on egg shells here.  We are all under a lot of stress so even the little things seem big.  Not only the stress over the situation, we also have to deal with the lunatics who are blaming us and that want to retaliate.  I don't blame them for wanting justice, but they are putting their frustrations in the wrong place.
So, from my father-in-laws point of view, she came after him with a knife.  He picked up a chair, knocked her over and she landed on the knife.  Everything is still being investigated, so if that is what happened then the crime lab should be able to figure it out.  If that's what happened then his prints won't be on the knife.  And the investigators did tell the newspaper that she was found face down and had been stabbed in the chest, which seems to support what he says.  Alcohol was involved though so even if that is what happened, he will still probably get a manslaughter charge.
My husband is freaking out about all of this.  I don't know what to do for him.  I think I all I can do is just be here for him and always let him know that I love him very much.  I don't know what to do about myself either.
Well, I should probably finish watching my movie so I can go to bed.  I have lots to do tomorrow like make that lemon cake that I was talking about making.  My mom is going to get me a cake decoration kit so I will be able to make a real nice cake.  I better not put all the candles on though, it might ruin the cake...lol.