Hi all...so thanks for all your advice and setting my mind at ease that I'm not going mad and its quite normal to cry when you're pregnant. I guess its all down to hormones, but that just seems too cliched...hehe
Anyway...at present, I am just the opposite. I have this silly smile stuck to my face permanently, I find everything hilariously funny and I have this burst of energy of the likes I never had before. I am quite sure I am turning into a lunatic!
The title is 'the baby is in control...' and that I truly believe...I get repeatedly kicked, from the outside in, until I eat chips and cheese (sounds ikky...actually quite nice!), I have no control over whether I cry, or laugh, or sleep...not only that...but every thought I have, like every couple of minutes...is of the baby, of the future (and so the baby, David and Uni...)...my whole life has been taken over by this baby and the pregnancy...I'm surrounded by folic acid tablets, baby magazines, baby clothes (yes, my mum has started already...)...and you know what? I love it.
I had someone say to me the other day (a male friend, dontcha know) did I realise that my life was no longer my own, that for the next 18 years at least it would be all about that child, my child. My answer? Of course. Does it scare me? Yes. Am I ready? Totally.
I talked to David last night and he was sounding kinda sad that he might miss the second scan and I nearly, nearly told him, that no...he wont miss a thing. Cause in 15 days I'm going there for a week and we will find out the sex of the baby the same way we found out I was pregnant...TOGETHER.
I hope everyone is well, and happy...and that spring has come for at least some of you (no joy here as of yet!)
Peace and love to you all xxx |
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