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Its been a long old day for me, but especially for David. I dont think he really knows how to feel.
This morning he was very upbeat and positive, but I could see it waning...
The weather has turned quite chilly today, and so we snuggled up on the sofa this evening with the fire going, David wrapped up in a blanket, Stanley in his moses basket beside us...just the three of us, shut away from the world.
I watched him sleep for a while, and could tell it was not a peaceful sleep...he looks so fragile it breaks my heart...its so hard to see someone you love hurt so badly...
Very suddenly he woke up with a start, screaming. Another nightmare, and this one he did not immediatly recover from...I had to reassure him that we were fine, it was just a dream...
We cried alot, both of us (well...all three of us) and I allowed him to talk all he wanted to and let some stuff out...
Now he is sleeping again, and I am back to watching him, worrying that he will wake up again in the same way...
Darling...you are not a burden and its normal for you to feel this way...I am here for you, always and nothing is too much for me where you are concerned
Sleep well my angel xxx
Cheb xxx
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Posted by chebtastic1 on 2008-07-07 20:46:00 | Rating: | Views: 54
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hi cheb...
oh wow...that's gotta be tough on you guys...i really hope that the night horrors will gradually move on to wherever they go...
good luck!
cheers!
:)
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Posted by badlydrawnstickman
on 2008-07-07 21:11:39
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I hope you have someone you can ask for help, you are a new Mom, after all. Good idea, everyone naps when the baby does.
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Posted by circe
on 2008-07-07 21:38:16
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I really hope the nightmares stop. I wish you didnt have to go through this. I cant stop feeling how unfair this is. This was supposed to be a happy time...
Ok i wont go there. Positives.
This will make you stronger, bring you closer. I guess it makes you realise how much you truly love each other doesnt it?
hugs to all three of you.
you are in my thoughts.
xxx
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-07-09 04:11:03
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Cheb,
I believe I read his account of this nightmare. How scary that must be! Hold him tight girl. Well I guess you really can't with him not being able to breathe. Anyway your wonderful together! I wish you all the best!
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Posted by anotherdaze
on 2008-07-09 12:01:21
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