Love, of the real kind is just an incredible thing. For me, real love is the kind that has you thinking about the other person 24/7, waking and sleeping, the kind that leaves you sitting in your home on a Tuesday afternoon just wondering what the other person is doing at that precise moment in time. When you think about them, for just a second you feel the very breath leave you. That is what I feel for David. The thing is, I just today got that 'Christmas feeling' that most people get much earlier than this. It came over me after I recieved a text that said 'hi hunny...i am standing on the beach, lookin out 2 sea n thinkin of u. this time nxt yr i will be standin here with u, arms around u smilin to myself because u r mine and u love me. i will b tellin u i love u, before we walk back 2 our little flat ova lookin the sea n snuggle up with a coffee and a gud film. enjoy ur afternoon. i love u xxx kisses xxx d xxx now tell me, what sort of girl wouldnt melt upon recieving that?? wow. i am, as david would put it 'totally loved-up'. next year is our year, and i know i am doing the right thing. grinning like a cheshire cat. i love days like this, when i dont feel guilt, or worry or any of that. where i only feel total and complete love, of the kind that only happens once in a lifetime, if one is lucky. i am a lucky one. i have david. WOW xxx  |
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