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 why am i nervous?
I'm about to meet up with my old minister and his family. There'll be no confessing, no heart to hearts, nothing big or major, just a general catch up as we havent seen each other for about 2 months. I don't know why I'm so nervous about it.
I guess we all move on and maybe I feel a bit bad about that. Is it possible I feel bad because I'm actually doing alright at the moment? I know that sounds silly but while he was around I was awful, really down and that's changed since he's gone. He will be happy for me but I wish I could have been happy when they were around too!
I should be excited. No doubt I will be when I get there but before then I just dont know!!

I go to Haiti in about a weeks time. I'll be gone for two weeks. I am excited about that! Yet I'm nervous too. I guess that's a bit more understandable though!

This next week will be spent with job applications, insurance details and hopefully some of God. I still havent managed to get into my bible but I am praying which is a huge improvement on no communication what so ever as it was not long ago! I'm even putting the effort to get the train to church tomorrow as my lift is not here. Usually I would take the day off church.

I'm going to walk over to my friends' now and spend time thinking about how God's got everything sorted!!
Peace!
    Posted by cedge on 2008-01-26 10:29:56 | Rating: | Views: 93
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