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Breathe, everything will be okay.
It usually helps, but what happens when you don't do well with breathing?
When things get taken away?
When you get yelled at for the simplest things.
What do you do when lie after lie spews out of your mouth.
Over simple things, like, How are you?
'Okay.'
Although I know for a fact it should be shitty.
My best friend breaks promises that hurt more than he knows.
Boyfriends mom is now going out of her way to fuck everything up.
Mother gambles too much, but I've always been second best to her addictions.
Grandma is slowly killing herself by smoking, She's my only hope.
Although she brings most of my downfalls.
Father, Doesn't care enough. Has nothing to do with me.
I have my boyfriend.
I burned most of my bridges and here and now I'll admit it.
I know that basically the only person I consider my best friend will leave me every chance he gets. He has other things to worry about...I just wish he wouldn't make promises he can't keep.
I have hope over it all.
So, boyfriend will never know I'm worse than he thinks.
That i'm more paranoid than he thinks.
That I wanna smoke, so bad.
I wanna be older.
Cliche, but true.
I'm so tired.
I could stand Tucson if it weren't for where I live.
With them,.
A tiring battle, I'm tired of being home alone.
Fuck it.
I'll live.
I have it better than most.
So, heres a question?
What was your favorite part about going to carnivals?
Mine is the rides, yeah. But also watching people and how they react to things.
(:
And getting ripped off for a 20 dollar teddy bear thats worth 2 (:
Smile more.
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Posted by carlyynicole on 2009-11-01 19:40:17 | Rating: | Views: 20
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