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My second blog...
Well i have this story (true to life, i guess)...
There was this girl who was in fourth grade who really admires this fifth grade guy. She would be very happy if she would be able to look at him, even just for a while. This girl would follow him anywhere, if ever she gets the chance (she's desperate isn't she?!). This girl was even mistaken as stalker of this guy, but not really. It's just that this guy got the looks, the talent,that the this girl is dreaming of. But this girl is not quite sure of his attitude because she never got the chance to talk to him. When this girl stepped into her firstyear highschool life, she made a goal that she would do her best to impress this guy, not by her looks but with her talent. Good thing she can sing, that's why she started singing during the school programs. She did her best. Then after a year, she sang again but this time, unexpectedly during her practice, the guy was around! Oh my god! She almost fainted(hehehe), good thing she still got her self control. A friend of hers introduced her to this guy. (I hope you can still cope up with this story...). The girl and the guy didn't talk that much, maybe the guy didn't expect either, that he and the girl would meet. This guy ignored this girl so much. This girl is afraid that maybe the guy already knows her feelings for him, that's why he kept ignoring this girl (am i right that when the guy doesn't like a girl, the guy will ignore her?!) They're not that close, so how will this girl know. In the current state, the girl doesn't like this guy anymore just like before, still she has this slight feelings for him. She don't know what to do next. Should she pursue everything she have started since fourth grade or should she stop? This girl couldn't believe herself that she was able to admire this guy for a long period time (my goodness! since fourth grade up to present!!). She needs your opinion (it can really help a lot, especially to those who have experiences when it comes to "love"). Maybe this guy was the girl's first love. She even named one of her favorite stuffed toys next to the guy's name (wierd isn't it?). And she almost told her story to everyone. And I almost forgot, she made friends to different people, even to strangers, just to get his picture during his graduation and during his prom, and what do you know she got his pictures (without him knowing it)!! She's incredible & desperate!! hahaha. And what do you know, she even planned of confessing her feelings to him, but she doesn't have the guts. What do you think?! Should i continue this story i've started or i've had enough?

Do you like the story? Well it's actually a story of mine, and it's for real. I don't have any idea yet what to do next. So your opinion would really help a lot!!