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The other day I wrote about how he WAS going to fix me some tea,, and how we were planing on having sex that night.. But I got mad at him... etc..... Well he came home from work yesterday and wanted a kiss from me. I just turned my head the other way. He ask if I was still mad.. It was easier to say yes. Then it was to tell him how un-happy I was about the whole life, married and stuff. This morning I did not get my kiss goodbye. Which I did miss but not in that way. I miss it because it is a way for me to tell he has left for work. But since I didn't get the kiss,, and I heard the car leave. That told me he was mad at me or he was given me some space. When I e-mailed him about it. He tell me that he miss the kiss from yesterday. (the one where I turned my head) I said well I guess we were even.
Now here's the thing. Why can't he be more understanding. He knows I am not happy.. He just does not know HOW un-happy I am and what all I am un-happy about. You would thing he could be nicer to me. I am trying to make the phone calls to see someone to talk to. You would think living in a big city like Jackson MS.. I would have them left and right of me. But I can't find one.
Let me finish this story now... I have been setting here on the phone while I type this.
I now have an apt with a Counselor on Friday. YEA.. she sounds young. but I will give her a try. .
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Posted by carla1019 on 2009-07-14 17:22:30 | Rating: | Views: 35
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