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HIM
I miss him. ...Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-04 12:52:07 | Rating:

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Cruise
(footnote) This is a long story about nothing.. Just about me.. stuff I wanted to write down for me,, not really for any one else. If you want to read it, go ahead.. but it is really long.. and might not make much since to you.) Back from my Cruise with my husband. Not the best time......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-05 13:23:56 | Rating:

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More about ME
I made my first phone call today. The company my husband works for,, has this "thing" where if you are not happy at home,, then you are not going to be happy at work" So they have set up this 1-800 number where you can call to get help. They will then find you the DR or......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-06 19:34:32 | Rating:

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More stuff in my head
I try again to call the Counselor office, but still no answer. They said they would be open today but I got the same message over the phone. I guess I will try again tomorrow. And I am still waiting on the e-mail for a list of DR. that are going to run some test on me. So here I set,, waiting for......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-07 15:37:00 | Rating:

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Husband
I realize two things or three. One: I don't LIKE my husband but I do love him, or at least care about him. Last night or yesterday.. I had been working or playing with my clay all day. so the outdoor kitchen/studio that I do all my work in was a mess. I wanted to it all cleaned up......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-13 14:15:26 | Rating:

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husband part 2
I really think to much. But since I can't find a counselor this is the next best thing I have right now. Watching TV last night.. It hits me. We were watch a show where this guy asked the girls to married him. It was real sweet and a surprise to her. Why is it always a surprise to the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-14 13:25:46 | Rating:

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My husband story
The other day I wrote about how he WAS going to fix me some tea,, and how we were planing on having sex that night.. But I got mad at him... etc..... Well he came home from work yesterday and wanted a kiss from me. I just turned my head the other way. He ask if I was still mad.. It was......Read More