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Secrets in my head page 1
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I wish I could get the voice to be quiet in my head. Some time her voice is all I can hear. Now don't think I am crazy, I not. It is the only voice who knows me. but I don't know myself very well. I wish I could understand what is going on in my head. I have tried to talk to someone, but every......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-05-06 21:36:26 |
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hello
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for him page 1
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I wait by the computer everyday. In hopes that I might get to see his name. The hope that today will be the day he will be able to talk to me. The hope that he might be able to call me. I live like this everyday.
The good: I love that he loves me, that he has always loved me. The feeling......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-05-07 08:42:20 |
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if only
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The day I grow up page 2
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I had been working for about 2 years. My job was easy, All I had to do was set in a room and wait and watch. Sometime people would come in,, but most of the time you were there by yourself. For a 20 year old, This gave me time to think.
On a quiet Sunday, no one around. I was doing......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-05-07 14:18:40 |
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my husband
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A window into my head page 3
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After I have been married for a few years. I now have 2 great kids. All is going OK in our married. But I am not happy. I haven't been happy in a long time. I am not sure what happen or when it happen. Things have change with me. Almost Divorce a couple of time in our 23 years of marriage. ......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-05-08 14:44:03 |
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The day of hell
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For HIM again page 2
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The more I get to thinking about Him and if he was to read what I have wrote on here. He might think 2 things.
1- I am stocking him, I don't call him. I don't ask to chat with him on a message board. I always wait for him to as for a chat. I don't send him PM, unless it is just in general.......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-05-10 11:25:00 |
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him again
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For him page 3
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You have inspired me. I have been painted for about 8 years now. I have always looked at another picture to get ideas off of it. I might have done a few just on my own. But nothing like the 2 I just did and the 2 that I haven't gotten to yet.
the one that looks tie-dye. That is our 2 worlds......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-05-11 08:53:03 |
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Happy stuff?
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I am really liking this blog. It has really cleared out my head.
I am always talking to myself. Trying to tell myself (Tess) I call her Tess, just for the purpose of easy writing.
Tess and I have long talks. Today it is about why I love or don't love my husband. I really don't......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-05-11 11:59:27 |
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no answer
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The rest of the story
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So far so good on the marriage. We have been married now for about 3 years when I get pregnant. We are happy about that. We don't want to know what the sex of the baby is.
We are also building a new house. We moved in when I am 6 month pregnant. Can wait to fix up the house, Get ready for......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-05-11 15:54:00 |
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MIL
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For Him page 4
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My heart grow a little more today. I got to talk to HIM. only for a few min. It seems the "Gods" didn't wants us to talk to much.
But it made me happy to hear from him. Too know that he cares,, I think of HIM so much during the day. Just the thought of HIM will put a spring in my......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-05-12 21:34:50 |
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love talk
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Posted on: 2009-05-13 15:39:57 |
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story
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sex
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