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| my preparation for u... |
i was curious about
i became infatuated with
i was blinded by
i lost my virginity
i failed
my preparation for u...
i was lied to
i was cheated on
i was betrayed
i attempted,
i failed
my preparation for u...
i loved, and wasnt loved back
i gave, and wasnt given to
i cared for
i was considerate of
i failed
my preparation for u...
promises were made
promises were broken
trust was given
trust was lost
i failed
my preparation for u...
i was manipulated
i was led on
i was even told things to get me into bed
i learned that "i luv u" doesnt mean "i love u"
my heart was broken more than once
i failed
my preparation for u...
now dont get me wrong
i'm not a victim by any means...
i did my share of lying,
i did my share of manipulating
i used
...was even accused of breaking a heart
i did my dirt
but i was being taught life's lessons
as part of my preparation for u...
however, i also learned
i watched
i listened
i took notes
i consciously decided what and what not to do
for u...
i was being prepared
then...
i met u
i instantly fell in love with u
i spiritually connected with u
i lived with u
i dreamed with u
and our souls fell in love with each other
but in the midst, i 4got what i learned
forgot what i was taught
...and after all of that preparation for u,
how did i manage to fail again?
how did i manage to fail at u?
i wasnt supposed to fail at u...at us
i wasnt supposed to fail.
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