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today i feel my self esteem has hit an all time low. ive been practicing really hard to improve my artwork and sewing skills but it seems im always falling short. willl i always be medicocre? i dont want to make a fool of myslef at school where everyone seems to be freaking superstar artist and designers and im this lil girl who knows really nothing of apparel construction.
sometimes i think this isnt my calling at all and is all just a hobby that im trying to make a career out of. all i think is ive been trying and trying and it just doesnt seem to click at all. am i just a slow learner or do i really suck?i know that these skills take to develop and perfect and i shouldne compare myself to other people but i cant help it. do i really have what it takes?
i just want to know if there is other people who have also felt these frustrations. where you want to be good at something your so passionate about but it seems you just cant reach the level you want to be at. whenever i try and sew somehting it always go haywire and horrible and i end wasting money,time and my confidence in myself. i dont know who else i can vent out my problems to so i guess i will tell the whole world. hopefully there is someone out there who can feel my pain.
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Posted by camaybraham on 2008-06-12 17:41:04 | Rating: | Views: 36
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