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| Heart and Mind |
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my heart and mind ache with the things that i dont understand and what i cant have. there are so many things out of my reach and fi sont know how to bring them closer to me. i don know how to understand what is going on with me. i want thing i cant have and when the things i say i am to pretty to be alone then never want me. i dont know what to do with mysef am i too ugly for them of am i just not enough. should i give up my most prized possession. if i give to the right person does it make ok. does it make it exceptable in the eyes of others. i have an idea of who i want but i just dont know if i am ready for that. i just cant see myself in that situation. i want to be happy but i can never be i guessi am just ment to be alone an miseable for the rest of my life. i want but i cant have. the bible says that you have not because you ask not. but i just dont think a teenage girl should as God for happiness as a girl and to send me good guy. im just lost and need guidence. that i cannot find.
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