urn:uuid:8165f8c3-e37d-97e8-3f30-6cdbd310bf88 2009-01-24T22:48:23-05:00 calming8jasmine urn:uuid:53921c59-ff6c-e4f4-0136-160b78917fff 2009-01-24T22:48:23-05:00

my heart and mind ache with the things that i dont understand and what i cant have. there are so many things out of my reach and fi sont know how to bring them closer to me. i don know how to understand what is going on with me. i want thing i cant have and when the things i say i am  to pretty to be alone then never want me. i dont know what to do with mysef am i too ugly for them of am i just not enough. should i give up my most prized possession. if i give to the right person does it make ok. does it make it exceptable in the eyes of others. i have an idea of who i want but i just dont know if i am ready for that. i just cant see myself in that situation. i want to be happy but i can never be i guessi am just ment to be alone an miseable for the rest of my life. i want but i cant have. the bible says that you have not because you ask not. but i just dont think a teenage girl should as God for happiness as a girl and to send me good guy.  im just lost and need guidence. that i cannot find.]]>

urn:uuid:97d99cfe-c25d-e3b1-bb88-2ccdf0521367 2008-12-13T23:39:16-05:00

urn:uuid:158e3a6e-a92d-5f17-da52-1ec129f5981b 2008-12-04T10:38:21-05:00

peaches
cream
berries
apples
cake
pie
ice cream
candy

all these things are so sweet

just like you

you are my fill of sweets]]>

urn:uuid:4d51cbd0-ce13-d488-b8f1-f3ad186ab5fb 2008-12-02T05:34:46-05:00

star light
star bright
first star i see tonight
i wish i may
i wish i might
have Tyler from the movie Twilight]]>

urn:uuid:a8f66644-31d6-8b00-5411-2d39f82cac9e 2008-12-02T05:12:01-05:00

urn:uuid:5c2c052d-4d57-676c-d1cc-443365734395 2008-12-01T22:46:37-05:00

Drowning

he keeps running his mouth
he keeps making me cry
he's starting to drive me crazy
he's starting to drive me wild
he doesnt know what i can do to him
he doesnt know i can kill him
he doesnt know i hate him
because he is drowning out all of my screams of attempted murder

Im Drowning]]>

urn:uuid:a4a28523-2dec-9246-e9da-0782d5110cf1 2008-12-01T12:58:22-05:00

urn:uuid:4419c576-fe6c-e1bc-adc0-236a6b2135de 2008-12-01T12:43:40-05:00

FULL MOON

It’s a full moon
My body is changing
Nat as a man into a wolf
But as a woman in to a sex goddess


My tummy gets tight
My hair begins to flow
My breast begin to ache as they swell
My thighs get firm to wrap around you waist
My skin gets soft just for your hands
My hands become soft just to touch you with
My eyes get mysterious in my way to hunt for you
My lips get full
My breath becomes warm and sweet to draw you in
My core gets warm just to feel your length


I put on my body cream
I put on my lace undergarments
I slip on my tight jeans
I lace up my corset
I lace up my stiletto boots with the silver heel
I put on my choker
I put on my necklace that falls between my breasts
I put on the earrings that brush my shoulders
I put the silver comb in my hair
I’m ready for the hunt


I walk past you like a great feline
You smell my scent
You follow me into an alley
You say you want me
You say you need me
You try to undress me in the alley

I tell you “No”
I let you kiss me
I let you touch me
I let you drive me home
I let you sleep with me


But once I see the dawn
But once we are finished
But once the full moon begins to fade


You must get dressed
You must get in you car
You must leave immediately

It’s a full moon outside.

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urn:uuid:3849757e-9ecd-8a36-fc68-c7b8eab57100 2008-12-01T12:41:56-05:00

MOON LIGHT

Moon light is so pure
Moon light is so beautiful
Moon light is so peaceful;
Moon light is so pale

I danced with the devil in the pale moon light

Would you have thought
The devil was handsome
Would you have thought
The devil was this graceful
Would you have thought
The devil could make you melt

I danced with the devil in the pale moon light

He twirled me
He dipped me low
He brought me high
He led me close
He spun me far
He whispered in my ear
Sweet evil words of endearment

I danced with the devil in the pale moon light

Who would have thought the devil was
Oops… he told me not to tell

I danced with the devil in the pale moon light

Moon light is so pure
Moon light is so beautiful
Mon light is so perfect
Moon light is so pale

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urn:uuid:e6394966-7e60-eb9d-b318-783ff251abba 2008-12-01T12:40:20-05:00

KILL ME IF YOU MUST

You look at me sweetly
You listen to my gabbing
You laugh at my funny stories
You make me smile
You are so nice
You give me great hugs
You make me dream of you
But then
You kiss her on the lips
You start to leave again
You hold in your arms
You warm her when she’s cold
You do all this in front of me
KILL ME IF YOU MUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]]>