Rent is due on the 1st of the month. This month, his rent was reduced due to work he did around here, from $800.00 to $500.00.
Well, it is the 8th and no rent yet. I have kids here this weekend. Young teen boys, with huge appetites. I have no money. I have told the idiot, that I need to do all my cooking for the boys today and I went off to work at my shitty job for a friend for $10.00 an hour.
We are at one of those broke stages, that happens now and then. The b/f, the owner, has told me to give the tenant a boost to go and get his wallet that he left at a friends, in the valley that has the rent money in it. I have tried to do what the b/f said for three f-ing days. I still have no money and very little food in my kitchen. I make things last, but this is beyond what normal is here.
I am frustrated and stressed. I have done my part as always. I left to do some work, wanting to come back and do all my linens laundry, like I do every Thursday. I have told the tenant about 20 times, he can do his laundry on Saturday, to cut back on expenses, cause it is 40% less on utility expense during off peak. I come home after leaving him a note, prior to leaving that I need the rent, cause I have to do my shopping and all the cooking prior to 5PM and he is doing laundry and who knows what else. So, now I cannot do laundry. I have nothing to cook with....and I am done...done...done.
Today, I will just watch TV and work on my Christmas Crafts. Normally, that would be a pleasure, however I am a detailed, organized individual who cannot thrive in home chaos. I can outside the home, in a work place, but this is pathetic, ridiculous, so whoppingly full of shit, I am beyond pissed to the point, that I will keep my mouth shut here and just throw up my arms in total ...I give up mode.
This is bullshit. I told the b/f I wanted to call my Dad and ask for a loan for the present and he of course opposed that idea, pride I guess.
I have three dollars and some change.
I have made tons of Christmas Ornaments to attempt to sell and I have a few shows, that I would like to do, but they cost table fee money. If I cannot even buy groceries, how can I do those shows? I am very well experienced at doing craft shows and I know all about them.
I have my ornaments listed on CL and due to my lovely computer issues, have tried to list them on my ETSY site, but to do that effectively, it costs a few dollars....which I do not have.
SO, with my detailed list for groceries of the best bargains and the coupons, I have carefully scoured out of places to use....FUCK THAT. Tomorrow, I will go to the store and if I have money, but frozen, prepared, nothing will be made from scratch. no salads, no cookies, no meals at all.
Why should I bother to do things special for anyone, when I have a boyfriend that allows this shit to happen. My last tenant may not have been the best, but he paid. If he so much as said, he would be one day late, the b/f told him he would have to move.
I have never had the rent paid in full or on time by this tenant. I have not had one full night of sleep since he comes in at all hours.
I have spent so many hours, waiting for shit he needs to be responsible about I should be paid for waiting and tomorrow, I will. If he pays, I will pay myself and I have already told the b/f that my time is worth at least ten dollars an hour and I am fed up beyond belief.
OH, and I am opening a can of Campbells Chicken soup for the boyfriends dinner, cause that is all we have in this house. No butter, no cream for the coffee, no sugar, no eggs, no potatoes, no salad vegis...no frozen vegies...%$^&%*&(_()+_)++
ok, sorry, now I feel better, but I am still pppppppppppppppppppppppppissssssssssssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeedddddddddddddd
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