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im afraid before the ink dries, he'll have a new w

OK, Im not a total angel in all this
OK, He is not the only one who wrecked our wedded bliss

but he started it!

oh, now I sound like a baby
but I fear I could become a bag lady

your my therapist arent you on my side
youre not around the corner you know, its a long ride

he acted shady

yeah yeah, Im not a total angel in all this
I will admit, he is not the only one who wrecked our wedded bliss

ok ok I should share some of the blame
afterall it takes two to play the game

but he cheated

oh, im not really 100% sure
when it all started is sort of a blur

the year was 2000, i think
when it all began to stink

thats when he changed into someone else I didnt know
I tried to ignore his drinking, it progressed so slow

before I knew it wine came between us parted us like the sea
he chose the red instead of me

I wasnt the one numbing myself night after night
I just had a little extra ice cream but it was light

ok ok, i need to own some of the blame
but I dont think anything will ever be the same

how can you love blindly when you know you better not close your eyes
the man you adored you have grown to dispise

ok, some days, he seems like he tries
but I know for a fact he still lies

so how do I know when and if to believe him ever again
men!

Im not the one who was going to walk out the door
Im the one who washes the floor

I did not have time to plan a fun life without him
I was too busy trying to stay slim

he had a life all planned without me
caught me off guard, shocked he chose to be free

he
was
going
to
leave
me???

remember he was the lucky one
I taught him how to have fun

now
he
is not
happy

like I am?
I think we are in sort of a jam

its time to make up and start over or get a new life
im afraid before the ink dries, he'll have a new wife

I am not without blame maybe a time or two
I made some bad choices concerning you

but you are the one who brought someone else into the mix
and now I dont know if its too broken to fix

I never ever stayed or took my eyes off you
that is something Id never do

but you did

you took your eyes off me
and thought you might like to be free

so how do i know
how this whole thing is going to go