I know I could leave the candy alone. But I didn’t do it. Now it’s too late, Daniel and I went to a date last wednesday. He asked me to go out some days ago, but I thought he was asking me and my brother and uncle. When I understood that was actually a date I can’t explain how worry I was. Even now, I have intentions to not fall in love

The night was just perfect, he was kind of sick but still we both had a drink. We talked like we did it that night in the beach, with the difference that this time I was drunk too. I know it wasn’t a good idea considering how attracted I am to him, but at the end I did nothing to embarrass myself. Actually he was the one who kissed me.
 
We were sitting talking when he accidently touched my neck and I can’t avoid to shook when he did it. I’m extremely sensitive in that area and even the slightest rubbing of him could shake me. Of course he noticed what happened to me, and he told me that he was conscious that was my weak point. Then he kissed me. And I have to say Daniel is even more passionate of what I thought.

The time passed so fast, I arrived home at 5 am but was totally worth it. We were in his car for a very long time, listening abbey road and talking. It has been one of the most memorable dates I’ve ever had, and in a really strange way I think I reach the point I was looking for. I don’t think I’m in love with him and be his girlfriend it’s not in my plans at the moment. I want to go out with him again, we’re gonna date this saturday, but I don’t think I’m ready to commit or fall in love.

I guess what I’m doing now is… enjoying him and enjoy the situation. I’m tired to be heartbroken but I want to be with him right now and I know he’s thinking like me so I guess I’m lucky and I feel happy as well. Good days these days