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Where do we go from here?

You say you love me,
Are those just words?
We are so close
but yet so far
I dream of our life
being so happy and fulfiled.
Am i just lying to myself?
Am i lying to my friends?
Why do i always take the complicated route?
You make me so happy
but yet so sad.
I love you with all my heart
Yet you do not believe me.
I am afraid to feel how i do
but i love how you make me feel.
The lies i tell myself,
The lies i tell my friends.
Am i so dishonest.?
You do this to me,
You make me confused.
I want to feel normal,
Whatever normal is?
You rip me apart
I don't know what is real
I love you though
I can't help how i feel.
Where do we go from here?

Posted by bubblydi on 2008-04-03 13:24:07 | Rating:

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		hey honey, this is great xx i know how you feel x love you x
Posted by missmarie on 2008-04-03 17:50:44


		good post Di. sorry I haven't been by alot lately. I'll try to keep up from now on! ;)
Posted by tonyrayhutchison on 2008-04-03 20:03:15


		You know Di, I've been reading your posts and poems and I wonder....who in the hell is this person??? Whomever he or she is, they don't seem to make you very happy. You sound as if you're in constant turmoil and anguish. I might me way off base here, but I just wonder if being with your girls which makes you extacically happy wouldn't be a better place to be. Sorry if I've overstepped my bounds here.
Posted by smilinirisheyes on 2008-04-03 22:06:34


		I want to save you.
Posted by DifficultSoul on 2008-04-04 10:08:37


		I am supergirl, you know? I have a red cape.
Posted by DifficultSoul on 2008-04-04 10:09:18


		Thanks marie, love ya too, xx
Posted by bubblydi on 2008-04-04 10:22:46


		Nice to see you back tony, xx
Posted by bubblydi on 2008-04-04 10:23:15


		Hi, smilingirisheyes. My life is very complicated, i use thoughts.com as a release. Thank you for your comment, xx
Posted by bubblydi on 2008-04-04 10:24:39