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Sitting here
all alone.
How many places can i go?
I can travel for so long,
not knowing where i am going next.
My head is spinning,
too many thoughts,
There is not enough space,
My mind is full,
yet keeps packing in more.
How do you empty a full mind?
A good cry?
Nope.
A good scream?
Nope.
Self attack?
nope.
I have done all these but yet my head is still spinning.
I think it will explode.
So many thoughts,
not enough space.
Sitting here all alone,
Afraid,
Afraid of my own self.
How can that be?
Araid of my own thoughts,
Afraid of my own feelings.
Afraid of going insane because of these.
Sitting here all alone.
Even when there are many around.
I am sitting here alone.
Just my thoughts to keep me company.
I want my thoughts to leave,
Start a fresh with a new mind,
Start all over,
A blank room,
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Posted by bubblydi on 2008-02-12 03:48:56 | Rating: | Views: 160
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Your brain knows what you've been through and what events you'll very likely be facing in the near future. It is imposing a discipline upon your mind, so that you can be ready for anything coming and when it comes, you'll breeze right through it and have fun in the process. Hard work but well worth it.
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Posted by QuickHitGondolin
on 2008-02-12 04:10:59
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When the little stream turns into a raging torrent, turn into a rock and let it all wash over you, not carry you along.
You ARE in control of your mind though, remember that.
Peace & Hugz Di.
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Posted by scotslad60
on 2008-02-13 07:53:57
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Thank you for posting this. I feel like this a lot nowadays.
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Posted by SubTomato
on 2008-02-13 08:25:58
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We have more power over our thoughts than you realize.
Train your brain to entertain good things.
Like how many people that love you.
How many people need you.
Or think on this...
Your thoughts are wanting to be heard, by one, me.
I love your thoughts, maybe you will someday, as well.
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2008-02-13 16:24:46
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By the way, I know exactly how you feel.
That is how I can give advice like I know it all.
I do know all about being afraid of my own thoughts.
Peace my sweet Diane.
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2008-02-13 16:26:29
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I think we have all felt like this, Lovely Di. I just busy myself and deal only with the things I can do something about. Everything else is baggage.
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Posted by Pauligan
on 2008-02-14 08:21:26
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I love you.
Happy Love Day!!
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2008-02-14 19:16:52
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well, one thing for sure is
you are not alone when you are here, you are among friends and honesty is the best policy here and we all can not be up all the time, life is such a roller coaster!
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Posted by roe
on 2008-02-18 00:17:58
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Thank you all for your beautiful comments.
DS sometimes i think you know more about my mind than i do myself.
Paul, i am trying to keep myself busy and working towards a certain goal that i am determind to suceed.
Scar, do not be reduced to tears, i write so that i can let it out and not let it consume me.
Roe, this is where all my most favoured friends truely are, thank you.
Bless you all, xx
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Posted by bubblydi
on 2008-02-18 04:28:39
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bubbly your thoughts are powerful.
The seeds of your thoughts today become your reality tomorrow.
Create the life you want in your thoughts and soon they will manifest.
Peace
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Posted by trevorjohn
on 2008-02-18 09:14:09
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honey, i know you may feel alone at times, but i am always here for you and i hope you know that, i have been down those roads myself and the thought of you feeling that way saddens me so much.
be strong, i know you are stronger than you think xxx
mwahh xx love you
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Posted by missmarie
on 2008-02-19 18:45:08
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