| View Blog
|
|
|
This is the last straw. I can't take this. 9 years to long... Time to move on, but where do I start. 1st of all I need a JOB its been hard time after time Ive tried to get a Real Job, but to no avail. It was not my intention to be here in this same place for this long. Others are moving on with thier lives and I feel stuck. 2nd I just want to pack up and go and never, ever look back. I am so misunderstood, sometimes I get tired of being the so called good girl... I just want to scccccccrrrrrrrrrrream. Who truely understands me? How can I move on? If I had just a little money I'd buy me a one way ticket to North Carolina and not tell anyone until I got off the plane. That would only be if I had a guaranteed place to live and a job waiting for me. What do I do? I am ready to truly move on to the next chapter of my life because this chapter is just so, so boring. Will I ever get my happily ever after. I don't want to pity because there are others that are in situations that they wished were different and I don't want to be a complainer at all. Just looking forward to accomplishing something wothwhile in this life, I am almost 33 and what do I have to show for it. |
|
Posted by bryllyantwond3r on 2008-05-20 23:59:22 | Rating: | Views: 35
|
| |
|
|