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ok, so im about to start my hundreth diet, at the tender age of 20. i dont know what makes this time different from all the others, i just know that i have to do it.
ive been unhappy with my appearance for as long as i remember, people who know me probably dont know that because im loud and outgoing, i suppose as a kind of mask. i come across as very confident although inside im quite the opposite. when we get ready to go out i smile and tell my friends how nice they look, painfully jealous inside in my strategically planned outfit hiding all the lumps and bumps.
bit of a background:
i had a happy childhood and neither of my parents are or ever have been overweight. we didnt eat particularly unhealthily and, although my mum is a bit of a yo-yo dieter, she always looks slim and healthy. i just eat, non stop. i dont know why, i eat when im happy,sad, angry, stressed, theres no particular time or feeling that brings it on. im not hungry all the time i just cant stop eating, and what i eat is very rarely healthy. i work in an office with vending machines very close to my desk. i eat pretty much all day at work and dont stop when i get home. the furthest ive got dieting is when i joined weight watchers a few months ago. lost 10 and a half pounds in 2 weeks then completely lost my motivation.
i am an over-eater, plain and simple. so tomorrow is the start of the rest of my life. I've never been this determined to lose weight before, thats how i know this time is different. im hoping that doing this blog is gunna help me through it. being able to write my feelings and progress and encourage me to keep going.
so wish me luck and i'll keep you posted. currently munching on my last supper of a cheeseburger, Im sitting in anticipation of what tomorrow brings.
start weight 14 stone 10 lbs
lets go!
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good luck good luck good luck!
I started my diet today :) going goo so far... i am also an overeater like yourself... but i am on a diet because i want to be healthy... if youre only motivation for a diet is to look good or improve how u feel about yourself you wont stick to it and then you'll feel worse when you crack... you need to do this for your health!
And you cant rely on losing weight to make you happy.
Once again, good luck with the diet!
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Posted by rinniez
on 2008-03-30 21:20:07
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