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No really, this is going to be the first time that I'll try a real diet.
I didn't see this coming. One day, I just realized while I was staring at myself in the mirror and boom... there it is... cellulites..curves and bumps on the wrong places and it makes me frustrated.
My appetite never changed. I eat a lot. I was never picky when it comes to food because I was always slim. I never worried about calories and fats so I ate same amount like I did since I was still in my teens...until I really saw myself that day in the mirror.
I have 2 kids. My eldest is turning 3 this month and my youngest is 8mos old. After I gave birth with my eldest, I gained a few pounds. It was no big deal because it didn't really show much changes. All of my friends whose also a mother were even envious because I get to stay slim after giving birth. My height is 5'7" and I used to weigh 115 lbs. during highschool and after I gave birth, I turned 120 lbs.
So my weight was the least of my worries. Even when I was pregnant with my 2nd baby, I never grew fat that some people would think I was just 7mos pregnant when I was actually due to give birth in a few days. But then it was after I gave birth with my 2nd baby that I started growing.
I now went up to 135lbs. Makes me think that maybe I'm too busy that I forgot to take care of myself.
I’m starting to lose my self-esteem and it’s affecting my relationship with my husband and kids so here I am…finally taking my first step…that’s admitting to myself that I’m out of shape.
So I’m posting this blog to mark this day….June 6, 2008, 135 lbs. hopefully in a month, whatever diet plans I have with my friends, I’ll post another entry to let you guys know that I lost weight and gained my confidence back. Goodluck to me!!!!!!!
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Posted by brokenwings on 2008-06-05 14:18:18 | Rating: | Views: 50
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