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Today was a parcially akward day. The other part was it being quite an amusing day. My summer hasn't been the greatest wait for Mike to come back. But at least today i had some fun and hung with some people that were actually worth socializing with. And i stayed away from Danni so i think i did really good. Now that i think of it today has been great untill Mike called and told me that his "under the influence" weakness defeated him once more. I just can't keep letting him and his problems slide without flipping out. Well let me tell you my day.
So, i obviously woke up like any other normal human being on this unwanted earth. My day started around 12:08 pm. Hey it may sound like a late time to wake up but teenagers need their beauty sleep. Especially when they stay up untill 4:30 am blogging, and talking to their boyfriends on myspace. And i woke up and got out of bed. As soon as i awoke my best friend Laikin called to to tell me a whole bunch of shit i got myself into. So my other best friend Marissa snuck out and spent the night at her boyfriends house on her birthday. She told me this at the Parade on the forth. Well i can't exactly remmeber if she told me to not tell anyone but i sort of did anyway. Yeah i know you may be thinking that i'm not good at keeping secrets but if i really care i will. I guess it just slipped out when i told Laikin. Marissa and Laikin you see used to be bestfriends but Laikin recently discovered that she had less problems when she didn't hang out with Marissa so they quit hanging out. Doing that they are hating each other and trying to find ways to sabatage the other person. I'm just the blonde bitch in the middle. I hate being tugged at both sides because they can nearly get any dirt that i know out of my mouth. Finally, I just tell both bitches that if they want to fight; thats fine just leave me out of it. Okay well i accidently told Laikin about Marissa's night out not thinking it was a big deal. Anyway i thought Laikin diserved to know that Marissa was dating her ex-boyfriends brother. And Laikin decided to tell everyone about it. This including Marissa's aunt dora. Her aunt Dora is actually quite a bitch when it comes to Marissa, she is not one to tell these things to. Laikin texted over 20 people on her cell phone saying, "Hey guess what Marissa did now, that little whore." Many people texted back saying, "Omg what?" or "What now." Marissa's Aunt Dora texted back saying, "No." Well first things first, Why does Laikin have Marissa's aunt in her contacts? Laikin does confuse me sometimes. Laikin told everyone who texted back the news about Marissa. This news happened to travel to her mom and Laikin called to tell me that her mom wants to meet with me and Laikin. Well screw that idea, her mom called me a whore, and scumbag a couple months back who does she think she is; saying i have to meet with her?
So after this nice long dicussion ended i dicided to go outside. I spent about a half hour picking black berries that we could sell. I happened to cut into my stealing neighbors yard but i dont think they were their so, so what.Then Laikin called, AGAIN. And she told me to meet her at the swimming pool on union at 1:00 pm. Then i got my bikini on and Brooke called. Okay Brooke is my ex-boyfriends little sister and we hung out before i dated her brother back in febuary. She told me to meet her at the pool too. Well i was going to meet her but i started stalling by listening to my music mix cd. It has a whole buch of songs by Disterbed, Flyleaf, Nickelback, System of a Down, All american Rejects, and Three days grace, on it. Personally i like only a couple songs on the cd but it's all good. Then I was ready to meet Brooke and Laikin.
When i got to the pool only Brooke was their. She was so annoying. I felt free when i got out of the shallow end. Then there was this really hot guy there with his mom and sister i'm guessing. He looked like he was about seventeen. I spent most of my time showin off by diving off the bored and doing tricks. The thing is it's really hard to do tricks off the board if you lost your bikini bottoms so your wearing long shorts that weigh you down. Finally, It was life guard break. I took a hot shower and came out of the locker rooms. As soon as i walked out i saw Gesuis and Chris out there. Gesuis is like puerto Rican so he speaks mostly spanish. When i walked out he said something about "She enters the light." Or something of that sort. Then Chris insulted me by saying i was blinding him.
For life guard break i walked up to the playground to meet Brooke and my sister. When i sat down the first thingi did was eat the grahm crackers my sis brought. My other reasoning for sitting up their was to stare at the hot guy i was going on about earlier. Yes, if Mike knew i was doing this he would kill me but what he doesn't know doesn't hurt him. Then i saw my ex-boyfriends friend Danni. Hunter ran up to me and told me to hide from Danni. Danni is eighteen and he scares me so bad. He is bi and can say some wierd shit. I only hang with him when i have Mike or Eric to hang around too. And we hid but were found=(. Danni actually didn't bother to bug me at all so I just gave him a hug and he left to do his bussiness. Then hunter followed me around for a bit. Then life guard break ended.
After lifeguard break ended it was time to go swimming again. I was finally warma nd didn't want to get cold and wet again. Knowing that me and Brooke dicided to tan. I unfolded one of the chairs and layed down. Brooke is a troublesome little girl. She is a couple years younger then me and still doesn't get some things. She spent at least ten minutes trying to open her folding chair. Finally i got it unfolded for her. While we were tanning i mentioned the hot guy i was talking about. Brooke looked at me funny, "He look's like my brother." I looked back as if i was guilty as charged and layed my head back down. "Well don't tell eric i said this but he is alota hotter then that guy over there. Speaking of Eric i thought he was ugly as hell untill about three months ago. I didn't even think he was cute when we were dating but since his hair grew out....nevermind." Brooke laughed and agreed with me. Then stupid Chris and Hunter told me to come swim because they were bored. I told Hunter thirty minutes. Hunter waited til' twenty minutes had pasted and told me that i had ten minutes. I burst out saying, "You counted?" He nodded. I rolled my eyes and layed back down. Then i called Gesuis over just to say ,"heyy." I can tell Gesuis likes me anyhow. Finally our hott guy left so we got in the pool. Hunter and Chris expected me to hang with them but i was to busy socializing with Gesuis who is really hot. I mean his body is gorgeous. I talked to him while Chris was pulling me and annoying me but i ingored him. Then Gesuis started teaching me Spanish. Voka means cow. Not Vodka, voka. Then he taught me a couple other words. Fine, we were flirting but so what. It's not like i'd date him. The lifeguard that knows my boyfriend get snearing at me like i was evil. God lay loose, i was just flirting around. Then Laikin appeared and we all talked to Gesuis. In the ned he walked up to my car. Funny, funny. Then he invited us to come have dinner at his house some time and he would burn me a slipnot cd.
After we got in the car my mom gave Laikin a ride home. Laikin ate all our grahm cracker while the radio was playing Sexy Can I. She left and told me to call her later. My mom took me and my sister to mcdonalds and i got a salad remembering my diet. Then we went into the grocery store. I saw Amanda Trippy and yelled, "Whore." As she walked by. Luckily my mom didn't hear. I was cold as ice in there wearing wet clothes. Omg cold, cold, cold. Then i got home.
I chilled for a while untill Mike called. Are converation went like this, "Hey my phone works now so i can call you.""Thats good." "Oh my god i cannot wait to see you in ten days. Your beautiful face makes me so happy..." "I know. Whats new?" "Soo how did your day go." "told him about my day)" "That sounded amusing." "Let's call Ben" [[we talk to ben]] then Mike started coughing continuously. I asked him what was wrong and he told me that he smoked. Then we went into a whole deep conversation about how i believe in him and he needs to belive in himself that he can stop his smoking, and drinking addictions. And how if he keeps it up he's gonna lose me. And he told me about how he can't aford to lose me and that he'll stop and he loves me so much. He told me about how his uncle said i'd be gone sooner or later but he said that he would marry me. Finally I told him i'd talk to him on Myspace. I'm really dissapointed in him but i just don't know anymore. I love him so much. I hope he can keep himself away from those horrible things......but i can only hope.
Well i'm talking to him right now but this is ending.
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Posted by bri_axedit_addiction on 2008-07-10 02:11:43 | Rating: | Views: 42
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