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Yeah, I knew it. I always know. He got his dividend/bonus yesterday so I thought he might go buy drugs. He'd been on something lately again. I can always tell..... I also found Cialis - 5 of them with 6 refills left. Going to watch how quickly they disappear unless he changes his hiding place and I can't find them. We haven't had sex for a few weeks. I've been upset about something I was told he was caught doing and couldn't bear sleeping with him. Of course he denies it and I have no proof, as usual.
I think they're pain pills. I have two in my pocket. Both of them different colors. I'm going to ID them in a minute.
How can someone go thru almost losing their family more than once, get off of drugs, and then go back to it? How??? He's been clean since January when I was so close to divorcing him. There were women involved again. Yeah, again. That always starts too when he's using. They make him think he's superman or something....
I know, I'm an idiot. Why do I go thru what I go thru w/him? Over and over? Because I have 3 girls who adore their Dad. Because I love everything about him when he's not using. He's a good provider, he's never been abusive in any way to me or them, he has a great personality, etc. etc. I work full-time too, so yes, I can take care of my girls along with what he would have to pay in child support.
I can't go thru this again.
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hi I'm Tony, I'm addicted to everything, well I've been clean since Aug 17 2006, but whatever, they still say I'm addicted. Listen it was pain pills in my case too, and if thats where your man is than he needs help, not the NA/AA bullshit, cause in most opiat users case those programs dont work. But he needs help. I'll be reading you
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Posted by tonyrayhutchison
on 2008-06-19 09:49:46
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Thanks, Tony. He's owner/CEO of a multi-mill company and he always says he's fine to re-hab himself. He has done it a few times. But like I said, he ends up using again.... Maybe the only way to get him to take it seriously is to leave him this time.
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Posted by brendafinished
on 2008-06-19 10:36:24
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nope, see the thing that will hurt him the most has nothing to do with what he misses, or what happens to him. He's on opiats, he dont care ,this man thinks he's king of the world, I never had my own millions (but I took a huge chunk of my dads over time) and when we have it good, and we have those drugs, honey, nothing the world does can stop us. I'm here if you need a friend, maybe I can push you in helpful directions, but understand conventional rehab WILL NOT WORK, and number one he has to want clean
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Posted by tonyrayhutchison
on 2008-06-19 11:06:15
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Hey my name is Leonard! I have an idea of what ur going through! Im helping a friend right now with the same issue but not as bad! Anyway the best thing to 2 is jus help him through it an pray 4 him!
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Posted by Leonard7
on 2008-06-20 00:04:39
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