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| WHY I am dumping the man i'm in love with
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So my boyfriend and I have been dating for a year and five months. now i'm only 17 .. and this is basically my first love. so i'm 17 he's 18. he's going into the navy.
i still have one more year to graduate high school and i think that its pointlessto keep dating. like ahh i love him so much. i still don't think that i understand. i spent almost 50% of my time with him since we've been dating. ibasically think about him all the time wonder about him, love him.
but i know i have to end it. heres our time sachedule
i was gone a week
back for 4 days
he leaves for a week
comesback for a week
i leave for a week
come back for 6 days
gone forever.
ddddd. i'm just so attatched i never want to get this attached again. but i know i will somehow its just been so great these past years. well one and 5 monhts. i know i'm gonna miss him like crazy i need to deal with him being gone forever though. i feel like i'm going to evovle into something completely different when he leaves. and to be honest.i want to be completely different. i need this change in my life. i want to be, who i want to be.
this is the stupidest blog i've written. i don't want to grow up. i feel like 17 is the bestyear of my life.
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Posted by breezyfosheezy on 2008-07-07 17:28:50 | Rating: | Views: 12
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