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so anxiety is coming back . I have been fighting with myself for the past years. It seems like it triggers when i am overwhelmed with school work. I am suppose to begraduating this year but I am not. Having to face this fact is like someone stopping on your heart. I get this trigger and I fall back in this state every semester maybe i should not be in school but what other choice do I have .economy is bad and I care what people think so I am in it. 4th year without any direction I feel like a freshman in college but I am not . I am not in love with y major but its the only thing that is close to graduating I am soo lost. Where do you go when you have absolutley NOONE to talk to. NOONE to trust not even your own family for the simple fact that you will be looked out crazy . Even though they know back in high school I almost commited suicide . who do you talkk to when you have noone. last nght i dreamt i got a gun and shoot myself i felt thats what I needed how can you tell your family something like that that you had a dream like that should i supress it and keep it inside or do i need to tell somebody but then again who if you have noone to turn too should you tell.?Should I tell my family?
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