Monday, May 19, 2008

I ain’t angry...this is some shit I refuse to write about
Category: Life


I do not want to write another blog about how I realized that folks are fucked up....about 10 years ago... yet this year.. shoot since the end of last year, folks been trying to make SURE I KNOW IT. They want me to get this lesson BAD! I got it already...

I don't want to write about all the OVERATED folks who walk around like their shit don't stink. Your ass smells just as bad as mine after eating pork/beef... and your breath don't smell like no damn roses in the morning...

I won't write about the fact that almost everytime I go to church there is someone there so removed from sin, that they don't even speak english anymore. and you wonder why you can't win souls... because you speak down not to the people. That golden Halo on their head is blinding to the lost.

Tone down your halo angels... you might lose an important soldier.

I don't want to tell you how I know for certain that the people you love the most always hurt you the deepest...

I am not going to cry in your ears about how men will always mask their feelings, while they criticize women for being what they can't phathom.. being expressive. or worse saying we are emotional.

If we didn't give a fuck about you guys... you wouldn't be able to handle it. Trust me I know a couple women who treat men like shit.... and the men can't understand it. Appreciate the love you get... but you know what I ain't writing about that shit tonight either.

I won't write this blog about how I have opened my heart to the wrong man more times than I can count.

and how I think about him and him oh and him too....from time to time and it makes me sick... cuz what good does that really do for anyone? Fucking Memories...

you ever seen "eternal sunshine on a spotless mind"... I need those services.

And I won't write about how I feel about those fellows now.. cuz that shit don't matter does it? They don't give two shits of a shake how I feel.... so why discuss it.

I won't write this blog about people who know everything, and never make a mistake.

Nor will I bring up the fact that there are people out there who have had some really rough lives and still manage to love, live, give and experience joy in the fucked world we live in, yet folks who have had minor struggles just go on and on about how terrible life is... and whoaus me...

shut the hell up



I am not going to write about the fact that I know a couple folks who should just plain and simple learn to shut the fuck up sometimes and LISTEN. Just for a minute.. so they can hear at least one other voice... matter of fact that movie "Horton hears a who" would be perfect for them...

Oh and I won't talk about the folks who give and give to the people who take and take...

I won't talk about all the people who are mad that I just called their struggle minor. "you don't know me"

"Effie we all got pain"... shit

and I won't talk about the fact that every year ... fuck that every day somebody don't make it to the next... but we are still here!! live... love .... laugh damnit!!!

cuz you know what if you don't use it you lose it.

I won't write about nothing. I will just say this:

fuck it



and I won't write about all the folks who think I am angry...

don't try to figure me out...

t.f.r.

Lendel


Currently listening :
Mama's Gun
By Erykah Badu
Release date: 2000-11-21


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