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On Wanting.
“I wish I had somewhere to go home to.”
I envy people who have somewhere to go home to. I’m not talking about the feeling of being homeless or being lost. I’m talking about literally going home somewhere.
Like a province or a state or whatever, just not where I am right now. When I grow old I’m so migrating to New Zealand. (Somewhere green and clean) Somewhere I can think and drink milk. (I love milk) or France! Somewhere I can have toast and coffee and just be peaceful.
(Isn’t it obvious that I seek peace and quiet) Well, I can also move to the states, may be Alabama? Ah, well..
(Yeah, I am influenced by the movie, “Sweet Home Alabama” so what’s it to you?)
I don’t know. I just want somewhere to go home to. And not be stuck in some city run by technology. I enjoy the quiet life, the peaceful life. (But being rich wouldn’t be bad too.)
I hate being the city girl. I want to be the country girl.
(The girl who speaks with cute accents and stuff)
I want to be that….
Maybe cause, I’ll never be that…
That’s why I want it….
Now, isn’t it just funny wanting something you can’t ever have? Wanting to be someone you can’t be or wanting to find something that doesn’t exist? And any such want.
And honestly, all people have these kinds of silly little wants. And I mean ALL people.
Wants that never can be have and wants that never can be bought.
(Yes, wanting to have super powers count, and wanting to be mythical creatures do too, and don’t forget about finding that prince or princess who would sweep you off your feet wouldn’t count! That would too!)
And then I realize something. That sometimes, you do get what you want. And what I mean is the “not-so-impossible-want-but-close-to-impossible-want”. Like for example, having super powers! Yes you can have super powers. But not exactly like what you asked for. I’ll be specific:
The super power to survive everyday
The super power to laugh at mistakes
The super power to get well when you’re sick
The super power to fall in love after getting hurt
The super power to forgive (a rare kind of power)
The super power to clean and be hygienic (these are for the men)
The super power to make others happy
The super power to use your mind over your heart (these are for the ladies)
…..And many more powers.
…..And about the mythical creatures
Let’s just say we already are mythical creatures.
Let me explain:
Once death has come upon us our bodies and traces of our existence will disappear.
And what will be left of us is… (drum roll)
Our stories, our adventures, what we did, how we did it.
And who’s going to tell our tale?
Our children, our friends, our family (and if you have no one, your next door neighbor)
And yes. Don’t worry, the people who would tell our stories would only know the truth.
And well, if we’re lucky they might exaggerate a bit and make us sound like a star and a saint (or the coolest villain the cops couldn’t handle)
And then I’m sure…..
The people they tell it to, would so doubt if such a fantastic/fascinating person ever exists or existed.;)
(Heck we’re better than mythical creatures! We’re legends! We’re awesome!)
There you go. You’re a mythical creature. You’re an inspiration to the up coming children’s stories and up coming youtube videos that are known as (proofs) that you really did or do exist.:D
Regarding finding the prince or princess
You’ve already found that prince/princess but sadly it only lasted for a moment.
A moment you’d forever remember and would forever want to forget.
The person you’ve had your first crush on.
The person who first kissed you (members of your family don’t count)
The person who had a crush on you and you ignored it
The person who’d made you feel better about yourself
The person who first broke your heart
The person who you said “I love you” to and meant it
And… You get the picture?
These are the royal blooded people.
It sucks sometimes--they suck sometimes.
But hey, at least you get to learn something from them.
Like “I don’t want to date guys/girls like these cause……..blah blah”
or maybe “I rock!!! He said I was good with my lips”
(referring to the kissing method. Not the, ugh, you know)
And what I’m trying to say is….
Maybe the impossible is made possible.
You just have to look closer to see it?
Right? Yes. (I’m agreeing to myself)
I still want to be the girl who speaks with a cute accent.<3
If you made it here... Thank you. If not.. You're missing out but, you wouldn't know.;)
I love this song.<3
Posted by brainfreeze21 on 2009-06-13 04:16:46 | Rating: | Views: 231
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