So okay, here's what I think why I got blocked.
I read too much posts.
Its not a bad thing. But I read too much posts. And somehow, other posts speaks what I want to speak. And most of the time. Its better than what I have to say. So I stop. And these days. Maybe somewhere inside myself I realized that, I'm not yet ready to speak. I'm not yet ready to write. Because a lot of people write for me. I've somehow, found the right words on people's posts. Maybe that's why I can't think. Their words are now speaking my words. So, I am tired from reading and absorbing all their energy. And yet, I can't seem to stop it. Maybe that's why, I explode on comments. Because I actually see myself, see my feelings, see my knowledge, see bits and bits of me.. On someone else. On different people.
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I believe all people are unique. Yet, I've just come to realize that.. We are MUCH alike than different. We're unique-- because we add up to the life of someone that is different from us. WRONG.
We are all alike. We may not know it. Because we choose to not know it. We choose being known as someone different and people choose to be known as someone different. Now I see clearly that there is no such person as unique or weird or strange. We are all alike.. And somehow connected.
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We are just different in the eyes of people because we are free to hide behind masks.
(Face it. The truth is we're all wearing masks. We can't be real in front of someone. Because by nature we are scared. Sure, others act all tough and all. But the truth is somewhere inside the corners of those muscles and rolled fists is someone dying to be loved)
Cause firstly, who doesn't want to feel loved? Who doesn't want to feel accepted. No matter how you say "I don't need someone to be happy to live." You do. And its because of the fact that YOU ARE HUMAN. And humans need affection.
If we take off one mask, automatically there is still another and it just forever stays there. Never being removed. Oh sure, we'd like to remove it. But we just can't. Because its part of our lives.
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The only part where we can stay real is how we say it. "I'm real, this is me, the whole me."
Yet still.. That's just a part of you that says it. Maybe you say who you are today. But who will you be tomorrow? You don't know. Nothing is constant but change. Everyday we change. We learn, we evolve. So don't go saying that this is you. Because you're not fully you yet. You don't know who you are. We may be known as someone, but really, the truth is we are anonymous. And we will only be known and will be able to call ourselves REAL and THIS IS ME. When we die. Because then, you'd know who you are and what you have been.
OKAY, I'M DONE.
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